lirik lagu coal cash – hemorrhage (red mercury)
(yea, yea yea, yo. red mercury. vril. waddup larro)
can’t fill these empty holes, sank clouds on the steady low
and undertows dragged down by our heavy souls
?? we hold chasing our fantasies
insanity pursued just to feud the noose for humanity
families removed, and our att-tude is vanity
profanities abused, and i’m starting to lose the man in me
choose calamity thinking our solution is anarchy
standardly the motto, we swallow to follow frantically
sick old fan it ? semantics of anthropology
technology we advance for the dance with the devil’s solemnly
colonies futuristic the mechanistic simplistic
for the narcissistic rants of the hypnotic entrenched dipsh-ts
equipped with a quick fact but you couldn’t ? pack ??
a mystic perhaps, but the gaps in your synapse missed it
persistent collapse can’t stay in my house on the thin earth
so more sand in my mouth i’m about to spit a desert
i ? from bombs, i wouldn’t die to preserve
it’s absurd at how we try just to deny what we were
stirring the sediment of regret deep in the marrow
the bottom’s an apex when you’re underneath the barrel
no wonder why larro made melodies out of his misery
physically carved a sorrow for tomorrows we won’t live to see
it lives in me all the things i would give to be
free from the burdens and the perversions that imprison me
i feel invisibly shrouded
i am routed by an over path parade from the ways that i vowed it
i am the rains that were cloudy
crowded by an overcast dismay from the days that i doubt it
i gave away though was valid
my palette thrown in trash with its ray, you might say i allowed it
i spend my days thinking how it, coward to a lower cl-ss when i slay the empowered
i am the rain when it showers
flowered the disdain in my brain from the pain that it flowered
i ain’t the same since the hour
the tower of your frame left his plain engraved in your name, rest in power
this is the change in the season
its the reason i explain internal shames to make the change i believe in
these are the stains i was bleeding
these are demons feeding on pain that i’ve gained, i’m ashamed cuz i need em
this is the path that i’m leading
this is leaving before my wrath turns to ash all i craft you in dreaming
this is the epitaph’s hopeless
this is the closest i have got to the bottom, this is stopping to smell the roses
the process of focus
this is gnosis that rains from my heart strings thinking on things i hold closest
this is my soul in a solstice
this is holding my kids close to my chest before my day of death approaches
this is the way of osmosis from atrocious sins of flesh that i rep when i kept being bogus
this is my notice to you, i am sorry for who i been realizing that its been long overdue
telling you lies like they’re true
i abused both your eyes made em cry as you denied what you knew
this is me telling the truth
this is a closet full of skeletons shook by the elephants shoe
so this is reflections of all i hailed and then paint it black
this is recollections of betrayals i can’t take em back
this is the deceptions i detailed in every paining fact
this is resurrections of how i fail trying make it back
these are these apologies my stubbornness would never speak
this is filth uncovered with it ? when it severed deep
this is the disgustingness i l-sted but it never sleeps
this is who you trusted in another, it isn’t me
self sabotage felt sh-lled in a stealth camouflage
for size that i melt when ? felt in a cattle prod
i ride myself for the wealth and then haggle god
paddle flogged myself making shrapnel out of ?
don’t ?? for bitten fruit
that slid into a fit ?? prize ribbon of a hidden truth
i’m living proof of every decision that i’ve bitten through
and didn’t chew new position of my wisdom tooth
we misconstrue and wish we knew
while arguing with different views and threw it away and say it isn’t true
i’m splitting two dynamics of polar opposites
dichotomous mechanics my antics are covert operatives
i am provocative ain’t trying to live with ostriches
a hostage is a fear i am no where near cooperative
i’m not an optimist, i’m waiting for apocalypse
where the rich lift off in shiny coffins called a rocket ship
i am the pot to p-ss in holding ones within
wishing for counter tops of another spot in the kitchen
coals a missing piece won’t fit in the puzzle picture
snake bite ? every trouble when it bit ya
i am the witch of matrix glitch of the perception
shifting the grifter’s deception sharing this life reflection wit ya
the same depict i’m deranged of obtaining the mixture of pain and blood stains
spraying from my veins when it paint the picture
i am insane and sick of bitter mouth with thunder speech
a bullsh-tter, so dig me out from when i’m underneath
my son’s bequeath with a rage of my distraught and pride
tied to the trait, manipulations in my daughter’s cries
i swore to rise for my life and master ?
i love my wife and never want to be a b-st-rd father
my path is harder from all the wrath i harbor
i grab at my mask when my tendencies ask my bother
i play the martyr in my smarter than my villain’s side
deny the deceptions see my reflections in my children’s eyes
am i still inside or have i taken up a vacancy
of what latency brings and i’m finally a king of make belief
i have a great belief they feasting on complacency
and patiently wait in every place that it was taking me
the human bakery full of my pains pastery
a tasty buffet, i feel like demons are based in me
it lays waste to me i fell from grace hastily
i’m trying to keep faith that heaven will have a place for me
so wait for me i shouldn’t have broke the oath i spoke to you
i hope that you forgive me from the litanies we spoken through
i know you hear me and i want to state it clearly
i’m sorry i cheated and proceeded to let it steer me
i know you’re weary of what you dug through to clear me
i thank god you’re still near me, cuz i love you sincerely
(x6)
i’m trying to find my way again
so i can speak truth and what i say to them
i’m just trying to find my way again
i’m just trying to find my way again
trying to find my way again
trying to find my way again
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