lirik lagu young holiday – what i’ve become
intro: young on this one men i just di laf
verse 1 by young holiday
i hate what i’ve become
all these girls, drugs, drinking and stuffs
am sinning every second in ma deeds and ma thoughts
am everything i wish my son never becomes (lord)
i hate what i’ve become i thought i had to change to be happy
i thought i had to chase the crowd or be lonely
i looked up to friends who were far below me (lord)
why a write di song anyway
gave up the best, busy chasing better days
i saw a blessing as a curse so i changed name
create me a profile impossible to maintain
mama told me never wish to be somebody else
mama told me never be a fool for those girls
then she said trust god believe in yourself
three words i can’t forget, always be yourself
complicated, gave up when i had to hold on
i’ve never understood the real reason i had to fear god
made the wrong decisions when the right ones were easier
chased the wrong goals hoping i will f-ck brenda biya
beating myself so i can drink from ma own tears
run go buy skateboard forgot i had to climb stairs
scared to face the truth cause i was scared to face my own fears
lost a lot of calories chasing these girls
i hate what i’ve become
i’ve betrayed the goodness that i was raised in
a pain in the neck they compare me to whiskey
am just like the moon, with four more faces
how ma dad gone say he’s proud of a son, like me, who has nothing to show for
running back and forth, banging my head on closed doors
and not long from now i will be 24
how did i become this selfish? lazy, stupid and abusive
i was a kid who had dreams, cooking in my thoughts
guess i was too hot headed, they gat burnt
look at what i’ve become
a laughing stock amongst laughing stocks
i stand out its hard to keep my mouth shot, judging from the size i can’t reach up to the expectations i’ve put on these grounds
verse 2 by benny clancy
what have i become i didn’t mean it like this
what excuse will i give my son if he should see me like this
back in the day i never dream of even living like this
i used to fight this no body knows am even like this
i smoke weed, i broke free of being chained in safety
provoke me with your advice i prefer that u hate me
believe me , dont believe in me, there is n-body deceiving me
for every good i count my self lucky to infinity
mama used to tell me not to hang around with bad friends
now their mamas tell them not to hang around me
i qoute my conscience in past tense, spit trashes in ascent
ma content disrupt, that is very bad of me
i really hate what i’ve become men i’ve grown in to a crook
i used to sing gospel yeah now am flowing like brew
spread the wrong message rightly so u misinterpreted
that am strongly tight to urges that urge between my feet
men am a mess, and that is all because of me
something changed and something is what have become of me (wolf) i really hate myself
last verse by young holiday
i thought i’ll be young for ever
i thought i was getting better
i thought i’ll be me forever
i thought i was getting better
i wish i had more time on earth
i blame god for what i’ve become, but maybe
i should blame myself for he gave me everything and
i just messed up peace and to any body out here listening right now we just confessing sins
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