lirik lagu willie will – unborn child
[verse 1]
sittin’ reminiscin’ on days past
i’m able to say that
i did a lot i wish i could take back
cause i was young, dumb and lookin’ for fun
and when it came to responsibility then i would run
when would i come into being a man
when would i run from being a crab until it’s a thing of the past
at 21 i still needed a dad
i had a son that needed his dad
when would i start being a dad
i was a child in a grown one’s body, ungodly
women know how to grow that’s why they love mommy
i had a child and i was a child
when i heard i was having another child then i started buggin out
god was giving me the gift of life
my seed in this earth but i was seeing his birth as kryptonite
and now i can only sit back and cry
my pain is hard to pacify
because of my selfishness my baby had to die
[hook]
to my unborn child
god forgive me but i’m so sorry
that i made you leave me
to my unborn child
i still wonder what we’d be like
if you were here with me
[verse 2]
i wish that i could bring you back to life
and as a father yo i can see it
cause you were sacrificed on the alter of my convenience
i’m sorry i don’t know what else to say
my selfish ways led to your death and i felt the change
swelterin’ pain got my heart meltin’ away
but i can’t help the past so i’m helpin’ today
i didn’t know i would have h-ll to pay
emotionally mentally broken in three a broken mc
my actions went against the words spoken to me
being mad at myself’s bad for my health
one day i hope to be free
i look at my dirt and think how can i stand on his promises
gettin’ spiritual when i’m not even using no common sense
i needed self-control instead of birth-control
350 dollars ain’t worth no soul
350 dollars ain’t worth no soul
350 dollars ain’t worth it, for real
[verse 3]
man who in the world did i think i was
to think that i could interfere with everything god does
he’s the giver of life and here i am taking a life
ain’t no making it right and really everyday is a fight
but i gave it to god i repented i know he’s forgiven me
but the enemy tries to remind me to keep me from living free
i wasn’t ready mentally or financially
and plus i wanted to raise you within a family
and see i wasn’t even married to your mom
and that isn’t a reason to stop your life from carrying on
i might of been in a wilder situation
but trials and tribulation
shouldn’t bring a child’s elimination
i turned the womb to a tomb
consumed with a phat boom
snuffed out your life with a vacuum
i did it to myself and have the nerve to be mad
a murderous dad you was at least deserving a chance
but i learn from the past
lord i thank you for what you do to me
and i believe ecclesiastes 4 verses 2 and 3
and i declared that the dead who had already died
are happier than the living the ones that are still alive
but better than both is he who has not yet been
never seen sin that’s done under the sun
out of love for my son i urge you
even if your situation’s negative
if you’re having a child then let him live
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