lirik lagu utopian – drowning
verse 1
i got several demons fighting me at the same time, pressure coming from ’em pushing me at every side, will i make it out alive? that remains to be seen
they making scars on my skin but i know that i’m stringer than their whole team, i just can channel it i’m struggling to find it (to find it)
and i know it’s ok to struggle but it makes me feel weak (feel weak), demons pointing laughing at me every day of the week (hahaha)
it’s an everyday struggle that i’m tryna fight will they conquer me? somеtimes i think that they might, evеry time i go to bed they get worse at night, they paralysing me make it impossible to fight
i lie there while they cycle through my memories, crippled by the past makes me feel like i’m (i’m) drowning in a lifetime full of regret looking back at all these times that i wish i could forget but i can’t
but i can’t, no no i can’t
verse 2
wish i could go back to my 8 year old self, tell him it’s ok to ask for help (it’s ok)
demons creeping in he don’t know how to deal with it, close his eyes hands are shaking screaming to be free from it
but that’s the thing i’ve never really been free from it (nope), 13 years later i’m begging to feel something different
the pain i hide has been eating me inside making me wanna say goodbye and leave everything behind (behind). my biggest demon, anxiety, got the better of me robbing me of countless happy memories, filling my life with insecurities what will they say about me? do they even like me?
rarely went to parties barely ever been to clubs, spent those nights crying till i saw the sun come up. worst moments of my life have happened in those buildings, things i didn’t want to see made me feel all the feelings
my thoughts are running and i can’t slow my mind down thinking back on my life i feel like i’m (i’m) drowning in a lifetime full of regret looking at all these that i wish i could forget but i can’t
no i can’t, no i can’t
outro
i know you always looked up to me as a kid, but life doesn’t work the way we thought it did. thought we’d always be happy and never cry, as we got older it’s clear that was a lie
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