lirik lagu the jibster – last words
[intro]
i feel like
the end is near
but i don’t want it to be
no one does huh?
pray for me on the far side
’cause these are my last words
[verse 1]
it is almost time
for me to go
my brain’s been crashing down
my memories been slow
this is not what i’ve chose
my final day is close
there’s blood all over my clothes
need a wash
get them all soaked
i’m schizophrenic, yeah
i could of sworn i’ve felt a poke
i’m getting all crazy and hazy
when i look inside this mirror
i see myself as a two~face
i can’t see myself clearer
all these motherf~ckin’ voices
keep speaking, i can hear yea
all my senses are closing in on me
i can feel it getting nearer
[skit]
no! get away! get the f~ck away
ugh, it’s too close, too close
what the f~ck is wrong with me
what the f~ck is wrong with me
ah!
[verse 2]
i’m trying to conquer
my own demons
still “lost in thought”
my body is still my enemy
why is this f~ckin’ happening?
what the f~ck
does this world want from me?
why isn’t my symptoms
not even healing me?
keep trying to fight
but i feel like its ending me
what is that light up in the sky
can it be?
just get rid of me
are you f~ckin’ kidding me?
put me out of my own misery
getting sick of this pain
getting insane, i’m so drained
it’s f~ckin’ k!lling me
been suffering 4 years
yes, should be taken seriously
my emotions are beating me
it’s eating me, alive so willingly
every time i fight this
i get put down in this ring
punching myself back and forth
with these gloves i bring
my entire life is like a boxing match
i keep missing the punch, as i swing
my energy keep draining
i had fallen to the ground, i’d cling
no more bowing down
jibster is no longer a king
i’m getting haunted in my mind
it’s too dark in my conscience
i even get scared of myself
every single day its constant
i don’t understand myself
just hearing me talking is nonsense
i am running out of options
keep stuttering to get my point across
i’m not very respondent
i can’t even drag myself on stage
i’m losing my performance
i’m out of proportion
someone help and protect me
i need more reinforcements
my brain is bursting
out of my skull, it’s roaring
i’m jake the snake with a venom
like the villain, dark particles are forming
getting so much bigger its enormous
[skit 2]
(wakey wakey jakey)
no! f~ck you
(we are meant to be together)
get out of my f~cking mind
(keep fighting, but eventually you’ll be knocked out)
why are you doing this to me?
f~cking get out of my life
[verse 3]
i’m tearing all my hair out
so aggressively
my entire body is throbbing, excessively
tears dripping down my face, affectively
it’s ruining my own complexity
my anger is taking over, no control
i’m beating myself domestically
i feel so sorry for myself
i’m mourning sympathetically
hypothetically, my tears filled the bucket
collectively
i can feel all these emotions
surrounding in my infidelity
i’m pacing back and forth carefully
i’m losing my own identity
i’m failing this test, academically
technically, i had no destiny
so before i throw in the towel
i just wanna say my goodbyes
everything i lived for were all lies
i felt like a stolen heart
it was all part of an heist
i’ve been controlled like an device, my advice
get help before your brains get blown out
if you wait long enough in your demise
you won’t make it and end up paralyzed
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