lirik lagu taran jaber – belong here
[verse 1: taran jaber]
what would it take for my fam
to be proud of me
everyone doubts me i don’t let it bother me
take all my anger i get up and bottle it
sick in the head so i need a lobotomy
depression controls me, i am lost in these pills
barely got money to pay all my bills
friends switching up i am just keeping it real
how does that work? how does that feel?
i’m chasing my dream
and they called me a joke
seeing no light at the end of the road
so i’m finding my peace at the end of a rope
feeling alone like i walk in the dark
searching for love, but i’m all torn apart
so i bury my pain very deep in my heart
i don’t really know how much more i can take
push to the limit since soon i’ll break
and every smile is a smile that i fake
say i’m going through h-ll, but i am doing ok
say i’m doing ok and i’m doing alright
i love what i do, but isn’t a surprise
this music sh-t is not what it seems
my friends told me, taran
you’re wasting your time
i told them i’m chasing my dreams and
if that makes me stupid
i am glad that i’m dumb
popping these pills got me feeling so numb
so i pressed up my head to the barrel of a gun
see i know what it’s like to just feel all alone
and i look to a sky, sending prayers to a god
what’s it going to take defy all the odds
you don’t know what it’s like
what these thoughts in my head
am i better off alive or am i better off dead?
and the piece that you get
comes from each of these lines
so i’m taking my piece to a piece of my mind
see i can’t really think of the last time i smiled
i guess i just haven’t been happy for awhile
they say that when you die your life flash in an instant, but i lost almost nothing an ambulance in the distance my head was spinning round like the tracks on a vinyl the nurse just check my pulse
now she’s checking my vitals, but everything shut down noway left for survival
[hook: aundre myles] x2
maybe i don’t belong here
i feel my end is so near
been waiting through my own tears
and i wish i’ll just so clear
[verse 2: jaytekz]
yeah suicide on my f-cking mind
i’m sick and tired and i’m tired trying
i done gave this sh-t all i have now there’s nothing left and i feel like dying
f-ck around and load that nine up say “goodbye” you know my times-up
look into my motherf-cking eyes if this really happens would you be surprised
you don’t know sh-t what i have been through
if you judge me well suck a d-ck dude
don’t know who to trust or who to vent to
so i pour my heart out through this pencil
every time my life is over stressful
i just lose myself to instrumentals
in the world of my music if for those who died, then imma prove them wrong
keep that f-ck sh-t far away from me
homie where were you through all my suffering you were never there
n0body ever cared now you come around showing love to me homie f-ck that i don’t trust that when the storm came that sh-t struk fast and you did doubt
who the b-tch now
keep it real or you can sit the f-ck down
sit the f-ck down and don’t say sh-t
homie can’t you tell i’m all the way p-ssed
i ain’t been to sleep in like 5 days
and to tell the truth i just might break
i done tried my best yo for christ sake
this depression f-cked up my mind state
it’s like i’m say one thing and do another
my mind is f-cked up without a rubber
[chorus: jaytekz]
time is ticking and is ticking fast
sometimes i wonder how long
is this bullsh-t gonna last
my heart is broken, but it’s
no different than broken gl-ss
i can’t repair it cos it’s so
hard to ignore the past
and if i crash, please don’t save me
let me rest in peace for once
and let the lord take me
let the lord take me and
if this is a nightmare
please somebody shake me
[hook: aundre myles] x2
maybe i don’t belong here
i feel my end is so near
been waiting through my own tears
and i wish i’ll just so clear
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