lirik lagu sshvdow – denivl, pt. 2
[sshvdow]
have your heart singed
try to forget
cry on the floor binge
don’t bring attention
i’ll be fine
i said i’m okay
actually i’m great now
you can go away
everything is ok
when i keep the tunnel vision
i love being hated on
and pushed back from my mission
i got plenty friends who love me
and all my ambitions
i’m just fine and i’m winning
that’s outside
outside i stay grinning
wear a mask to look you in the eye
i’m sinning
but inside my head is swimming
inside i’m
picking apart the feelings
i’m feeling so something different
my meaning is nothing
eating my thoughts is a demon or something
even worse
feel like my heartbeats cursed
like my death will come when my mind snaps first
[rii$qy]
i’m feeling great, i mean feeling [gray?]
couldn’t have asked for better days
gotta thank god, yeah imma pray
got a few things that i wanna say
i appreciate the blessing
i’m slowly becoming better
but i still feel it inside of me
trying to break a part of me
i thought i beat depression and
i thought i beat anxiety
on the surface i live fond
but deep down i just wanna die and i cry
because i’m seeing better days
but the pain won’t go away
it’s like a staple to my brain
and i cannot escape the rage
i try to run away, but it’s making me go insane
so i bottle up all the pain and
i’m swallowing all the hate
so you can’t see it on my face
[?] , my mind is racing
i’m ashamed, but i’m slowly finding my way
i heard that there’s a light
at the end of every tunnel
but every time i see it
the thoughts start to stumble
i start to fumble
i can’t get up in the lightest
fading away, can’t even feel my face
[?]
i just need to go find a way to escape
this place, my head’s [?]
[?] my sanity drifting away
for more humanity, i’m not the same
can’t even look at myself in the mirror
all my idols die, but my vision’s getting clear
we live, we die, and that’s just it
but i gotta stay alive so i can write more hits…
[sshvdow]
hating my life and i wanna be dead
man i feel it
admitted to
reaching my limits
its ending me
even the n~ggas defending me
leaving my side
now we all enemies
tryna be pinning me
hitting my head
on wall
paint it red in minute its all
and i don’t know
how to win or what i wanna do
but i lose
and fuze popped
and a mood swapped
in a minute i fit in
and then i do not
imma hit the floor and rot
when i stop
the times clocked
and the chair underneath the noose soon drops
you deny me love
i deny the pain
suicide the club
time to try my fate
you deny my life
i deny my own
why i roam the streams at night
with no home [x2]
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