lirik lagu sik boy – several years
[verse 1]
lately, all i feel is pain
feels like my heart doesn’t beat the same
i wanna give up and i just feel stuck
in a life that i know i can not change
i’m really lonely and feel drained
sometimes i feel like a mistake
i just sit and dwell in my trauma
my life’s full of problems
i feel like i might break
tried to move on, but i just can’t
breakdown after breakdown and somedays
i wish i could run away, just to escape
and feel at ease even if it means one day
where did my life go wrong?
i was a happy teen and now i’m an adault
who’s sad as h~ll and always at a loss
no one tell i’m drowning in my thoughts
i’m still lost tryna find purpose
after all these years, i’m still searching
hope you forgive me for being a burden
self~love is something that i’m still learning
and i know i lie when i tell you i’m fine
’cause n0body knows i’m struggling inside
sorry if you see me cry
it’s just i finally realized
[chorus]
it’s been several years
since i felt okay
i’m losing my way and
it’s been several years
since i’ve been on meds
i still feel depressed and
it’s been several years
since i felt alive
there’s no tears to cry and
it’s been several years
since i had a friend
that came and went
[verse 2]
lately, i feel so depressed
tried to get help, but i’m still a mess
i don’t ever rest, i guess i’m stressed
got my head down, hands gripping on my neck
did i take my last breath?
did i walk my last step?
i’m alive, but inside i am dead
look, i lied, i’m not fine ’cause my mind is a wreck
i saw pictures of me in elementary
i don’t remember teachers ever telling me
i’d be an adult who senses people’s energy
being an empath, attracts those who lack empathy
when i look back, my past shows me bad memories
plus, it’s so sad, i had to withstand everything
all for my last, ex d~mn, thought you’d stand next to me
you stab my back and that hurt me bad mentally
it definitely changed me, but i forgive you
i understand now that you had your own issues
your fear of abandonment really convinced you
that you weren’t enough for the love i would give you
i tried, but i broke myself tryna fix you
and i feel hurt that you couldn’t commit to
me or the love i would give you
n0body knows what i been through
[chorus]
it’s been several years
since i felt okay
i’m losing my way and
it’s been several years
since i’ve been on meds
i still feel depressed and
it’s been several years
since i felt alive
there’s no tears to cry and
it’s been several years
since i had a friend
that came and went
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