lirik lagu shin guard – grief instilled
it was 2010 when i first processed death, my heart skipped a beat and i choked in my breath when your cousin shrugged and told me you unexpectedly p-ssed on from an unknown illness. would you have expected me to be at your funeral? i would have been had i known. it stirs in me still and the feeling has only grown. the mystery of what your future held keeps me awake. sometimes, i dream about my friends lifeless at their wakes. this must be grieving instilled in me. i will be molded by death before reach. how much longer can i stare into crosses? i’m cutting blessings and counting losses. is this my chance to get closer to god? testing faith i don’t have? all that i can do is sympathize. is this what i get for my thoughts not being set on a higher plane? just deepening human pain? and just like that, you are forgotten. your family internalizes the hurt. all legacies are idealizations. time will move on without you and i will too. i should get comfortable with you leaving. i don’t want to. i feel tremendous guilt as well as being stuck with envy on this earth and not inside a casket. can you end me so my thoughts won’t race and i’ll stop asking who will come next?
Lirik lagu lainnya:
- lirik lagu rets – check in
- lirik lagu שלומי שבת – beshem ha’ahava – בשם האהבה – shlomi shabat
- lirik lagu skitso – missing you
- lirik lagu kaylyn sahs – starstruck
- lirik lagu an exciting kind of average – goleada
- lirik lagu the dead are living – countess
- lirik lagu dvl no.626 – sorry
- lirik lagu rostislav – такси
- lirik lagu famlende forsøk – the dunwich horror
- lirik lagu lil tango – lost