lirik lagu robbie jay – suicide
hook:i know you’re tired of loving, of loving with n0body to love, n0body, n0body
so just grab somebody, no leaving this party, with n0body to love
n0body, n0body/
i got my fam in this sh-t/
b-tches that never knew me came to show love to the kid/
my momma stessin out but she built strong she the sh-t/
i guess ill never know if ill be rich successful and sh-t/
and all my friends shook as f-ck wishin they could save me
my n-gga i was so f-cked up you could never understand me/
i was tired of myself, tired of f-cking up my own life/
used to look at myself in the mirror and point out everything i didn’t like/
i dont know why my father here man he ain’t give a f-ck/
when that child suppourt got dropped he started ballin like f-ck/
is it better cus im dead now and i can’t get no head/
another black man gone but this time it ain’t cus of the feds/
its cus of my own doing and my own self judgement/
god was takin too long so i grabbed them pills and said f-ck it/
i been trapped for years and it feels so good to get off/
i k!lled myself and im rappin bout my funeral dog/
(hook)
here lies me by me, dont lay n0body beside me/
im too alone and to dead to have more death around me/
the clouds speak, my mind leaks, my souls no dramactic/
my heart gone my brain dead its been getting eating by maggots/
and a girl in this world wishin that they loved me better/
and a cousin in my state regretting not respecting me better/
and you know that ill go, where ever life take yo -ss
but understand the me you know is dead like a summer math cl-ss/
this sh-t ain’t live to me, my body don lied to me, im tryna reach/
a higher standard of myself but i just fall to peices im breaking me/
the devil over taking me and god tyrna bring me back
and everytime he hit me with a blessing i dont know how to act/
it get worse knowing your own mistakes will k!ll you eventually/
im through with it so through with it but i ain’t done giving up on sh-t/
mentally dead im k!lling me because im done dealing with this mess/
lifes h-ll but i got heaven after death//
(hook)
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