lirik lagu otitis – howdjadoit
[verse 1]
with the tests shown in my lifetime, i
might’ve strayed left from my right mind
might’ve caved, vexed to do white lines
might’ve craved flexin’, choose fights blind
but my heart told me don’t
much as i wanna f~ck every hoe showin’ interest
and make suckas keep humble pie ingested
with a nine or a drive to they midsections
i won’t
conflicted all day
maybe i ain’t really fit to call sane
bein’ ’round all these sociopaths, who make toasts and laugh
brought mist and more hazе
all kinda rifts in my brain
people fake, so my systеm gon’ change
too great to have seen dismay, the trust seeped away
and out the misanthrope came
with no dad, how’dja manage to fend hostiles
and come out more savage and manly than 10 machos?
’round the time innocence fell when scopin’ his rocko
and later watchin’ h~ll in a cell and hopin’ for socko, huh
i stayed up when no one cheered o on
but did the process make me villain or a hero, dog?
feelin’ like division’s presence couldn’t seem so wrong
guess if i cared, my hair probably wouldn’t be so long, they like
[hook]
ot, howd’jadoit?
how’dja take the pain and keep your mind the truest?
how’dja break the hate and use they lies to fuel it?
how’dja wake the faith and redefine the movement?
‘cuz i don’t feel a thing
and i don’t fear a thing
[verse 2]
people wonder ’bout the life of the man
i used to fall asleep with the knife in my hand
when i’d rest on the hardwood floor of a shed
in my head, thinkin’ people just might give a d~mn
but they ain’t
left a relationship with just hate
after all the dates and gifts i just gave
might’ve been in range to shift and just break
livin’ like the rage was sh~t i must take
yet i moved strongly forth
me and trust had somethin’ like a long divorce, huh
as me them bonded more, it’s like they conjured for
reason to wrong me more ways
never got a ring like a hollow chime
but when i left, they apologized
couldn’t step, and they ducked like “tomorrow fine”
so i cut, i ain’t f~ckin’ wit borrowed time, huh
stuck it out with toxic folks to try to help ’em out
sometime the kindness of my heart is where the h~ll is found
all my forgiveness kept me ridden with developed doubt
hence the “go and f~ck yourself” that i’ma tell ’em now
me served first, as i go push ’em out the way
who gon’ deserve yours? don’t put the good beyond the great
tried to test they odds, and then i took ’em out my sp~ce
won’t fear death or god ’til i look ’em in the face, they like
[hook]
[verse 3]
wonder why i ain’t died yet, huh
guess it must be the mindset
only one could define this, huh
guess it must be otitis
don’t trust a soul, there ain’t no ride or dies
that’s from a guy who taught his self to tie a tie online
say they love you, might not check on all ya vital signs
look at my phone, ain’t n0body hit my line, alright
far as advice, i washed away like “where the sink at, though?”
led the horse to water, don’t n0body drink that, though
went through trials, then i had to free myself
fake smile, but tryna be myself
eye contact, never bring my health
i’m constant, never need no help
bushido code don’t mean fightin’
that sh~t i’ll hold ’til my life~end
help hardships through my writin’
talk darkness to let light in, check
am i introvert or extrovert? i won’t decide
god and satan must’ve battled for my own design
people fickle, and i see i can’t control they kind
that’s why every new year’s eve, i spend with only i
[outro]
ot, how’djadoit?
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