lirik lagu og mally mal – blessings
gun to my head, i had to the count of ten
was finally finna die so i just called it a win
dumped and forgotten without no hesitation,still got for love them people never made that revelation
pain and frustration behind the henny and blunts
i’m just hoping i die within these next couple months
unfair life choices ,made it out got rolls royce’s
keep all them things just wanna kno wtf real happiness means
just spitting to spit not even tryna get famous
black and depressed but they’d say i’m woke and too dangerous
thе chase of the wealth is just to mеntally chain us , stuck in a country that utterly needs us and hates us
as well as the discretion of living with my depression, parents just called me lazy i almost failed to mention
just branded me lazy and had no type of retention followed up with detention just school’s way of a child’s mental lynching
can’t even ask my pops n~gga was never there, a world full of extinguishers and he was smokey the bear
i’m basically just a sign keep out n~gga, beware
gone before my first breath of fresh air
always tell me but look at the man you are today, crippling depression with a trigger finger to keep my inevitable death at bay
i’m too goofy
always keep my n~ggas laughing and smiling so they can never know my pain the never ending feeling of dying
feel like a world wrestling pay per view
no way out
look in my brain for dopamine but just discovered a 20 year drought
suicide is the only answer
i often contemplate it
intensely meditate on it
given i’m more advanced in it
started to say f~ck all this extra sh~t
blow my own head off k!ll the trouble of it
keep telling n~ggas ,existence is pain
the drugs, s~x addiction and that’s just a specific lane, anxiety, low self esteem, add or adhd it confuses tf outa me, bad habits of day dreams
i’m just tryna die , to not feel the need to cry or say my last shalom or goodbye, but i’m thirsty, i’ll take a bleach and cyanid
then spoke to the folks bout my crippling depression n~ggas called it syfy ,i’m not even surprised
sh~t just don’t exist like the mental hogties around my wrists, forgot my birthday and said f~ck christmas, then get called antisocial and throw a b~tch fit
just a prime example of a mechanism that’s unhealthy used to sooth and to cope, a literal cry for help everytime i cook dope or call myself the pope
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- lirik lagu palabrería moderna – aspirinas y rosas
- lirik lagu janice dudley – twin peaks
- lirik lagu king nitro – pienso en ti
- lirik lagu louis leiva – faith, love and strength
- lirik lagu l0key wavey – different
- lirik lagu bensbeendead. – stand still
- lirik lagu depress mode – maybe someday soon
- lirik lagu young threat – i’m different
- lirik lagu ren – what went wrong ii