lirik lagu nikshoww – anxious triggers
(verse) ~
i can’t be seen, i got too many triggers
i feel like i’m losin’ control
when i step out, i be shakin’ inside
my past it be takin’ a toll
closin’ myself and i feel like an outcast
never make friends got foes
it’s only a matter of time before i fall
this sh~t it be breakin’ my soul
i know i ain’t normal and they say i’m crazy
this sh~t, it be takin’ my life
so much anxiety, i feel like a b~tch
my confidence payin’ the price
i look at my peers and how they be movin’
i’m thinkin’ that must be nice
i don’t be talkin about my problems
i can’t mistake that twice
i wish i was dead sometimеs but sh~t
i know i got sh~t to fulfill
it’s crazy how maybe like three years ago, i nеver knew this how i’d feel
i can’t be makin’ a joke of myself
i don’t make tiktoks or reels
i gotta chance to prove myself so i’m grabbin’ and steerin’ the wheel
now who f~ck do i gotta impress?
i feel like i’m stuck in a cycle
i know that i have it
i’m in isolation to better myself, i’m entitled
i don’t got time for chattin’ the sh~t
i’m makin’ light work of the rivals
if they got somebody else on the mic, they better respect my arrival
i show my pain to the mic in the booth and i’m usin’ that sh~t for my passion
when i’m alone i be doin’ some drugs, but i don’t be showing, i stash it
i can’t be followin’ trends or scrollin’ the net but i’m into fashion
i stay inside and vent to myself, it’s hard to control my reactions
i know i’m f~cked inside my head but man i’m enough to admit it
i’m on the path to wealth and fame
the only thing stoppin’ me prison
but when i be tryin’ some new sh~t out, anxiety kick in ignition
and i believe that sh~t every time
i’m payin’ the price like tuition
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