lirik lagu nichoxlas music – 3 am
might not always say the right things
but you can’t say that i ain’t trying
not sure how i can describe it
but some days i feel like i’m dying
some days i feel like the lowest of low
in some ways i feel like the worlds gotta go
i’m happy i’m sad
i’m depressed but i’m glad
i’m cursed but i’m blessed
i don’t know what i am
what is success
because i’d like to know
the more i progress
the more i feel alone
the road that i’ve traveled
left my heart behind
now i feel shackled
by chains in my mind
friends i adored
and family i cherished
have now been ignored
i left them to perish
they tell me i’m great
but i can’t take it
regrets are a weight
and i can’t escape it
it’s what i dream about
it’s what i wake up at 3 in the morning
and scream about
i’m trying to get it out
i’m trying to figure a way how to let it out
the demons i’ve caught in my thoughts
are memories of all of the loved ones i’ve lost
my dreams are movies i don’t wanna see
i’m a prisoner they carry the key
i’ve adapted
to the depression
a lot of its based on perception
it ain’t a question
a lot of the bad things in life
i knew weren’t right
taught me to never recite
their evils ways
and when my hairs are turning grey
my kids will know how to behave
they will always have a place to be safe
they won’t ever feel betrayed or led astray
i said that i carry the world on my shoulders
well now i’m there to carry theirs
i said i got colder as i got older
it’s to protect them from what isn’t fair
i said that i was pessimistic
it’s to shield them from all of the dark
it’s to keep them optimistic
this life sucks all of the love from your heart
Lirik lagu lainnya:
- lirik lagu black m – jaloux
- lirik lagu p-lo – can’t break code
- lirik lagu mac ayres – get away
- lirik lagu ollie – leave me alone
- lirik lagu glosoli – садист (sadist)
- lirik lagu rare monk – frost
- lirik lagu cinema (russia) – z a p r e t
- lirik lagu benzo indigo – focus
- lirik lagu junior stress – duch
- lirik lagu morrissey – home is a question mark