lirik lagu mr. g (of poetic science & concrete slugz) – moment of clarity
i’ve been doomed to a pit, feeling stupidly useless
i’m p~ssed and usually [?] from booze and weed since we mutually split
my head was a mess as you flew from my grip
true, i admit you said you wanted a break but never thought you’d go through with this sh~t
left me feeling ruthlessly sick
like you was producing a mix of poisons which you fed on a spoon to my lips
what we had seemed to sunk ’cause someone blew it to bits
like a dude who lit a fuse glued to some nukes on a ship
losing this beatiful chick the first time was hard enough
but compared to this, the first time only hurt half as much
i’m not saying i disagree with the feelings you had
but you made me to be the reason it was seeming as bad
for years i thought to get you back in my life
prepared to put the bad things that may have happened aside
then you agreed that you’re as happy to try
thankfully i had grown up enough to be a proper man that provides
the time apart showed us for sure ~ we both have matured
and any wounds that were left open were hopefully cured
there weren’t a moment together i can remember as terrible
and yes, i’ll stress, every session of s~x was incredible
you’d cater for every need of my fiendish libido
but i don’t wanna seem for a second like i’m feeding your ego
all the days we had together where you would repeatedly tell
how you’ve never had a man that can treat you as well
it’s like my life was just cruising, loving the sight i was viewing
spending every waking day together, thinking “she might as well move in”
always smiles and laughter, during fights or just after
there was even talk of kids and my life as a father
and when i’ve got a raise i said “[i gone?] and pay for a foreign holiday”
we could’ve got away, lazing and bathing in the hottest rays
that plot has dropped away along with all the other plans
thought we was strong but we all we had i watched rotting in my f~cking hands
so vision what i spit in this scripture, then listen and learn
to my versions of “why” and “where” what we had took a sinister turn
now i know the reason why few of the ties were severed
we both proved it’s a bad thing spending too much time together
what i say next you’ll hate, but it left me physically wrecked
i was trusting enough to make you go and visit your ex
i was visibly vexed, especially the following morning
when you decided it was both me and the phone you was ignoring
and from that day was a start of the savage decline
of our happiest times, paranoia trapped in my mind
you coulda claimed a change of heart or some kind of new diversity
instead you said you needed time to apply for university
that’s not reason to split, i coulda helped and you’d thank me
instead you see it as a perfectly feasible reason to blank me
but you’re to blame for your shattered dreams
still, you can always fall back on the offer of having photos snapped to that men’s magazine
there’s a job you deserve, men that readily pay
so you can eventually gain the never~ending attention you crave
and i know you had stress with your work and your friends
but looking back now, maybe i got all i deserved in the end
it was all good in the days when you was [?] my mattress
but what else did i expect from a professional actress
there’s so much other sh~t that i’m failing to mention
it’s clear now, you acted the way you did just to gain the attention
you said i’m weren’t the reason we broke, i think it’s a lie
i must’ve been ~ for you to go and get a new bloke in the blink of an eye
i bet you’re glad what we had finished its course at the right time
i wonder how long was that fella getting stored in a pipeline
you’re the burden i know i been left with, god help your next [?]
’cause you know he’s only taking a lonely road to a deathwish
the limitless sh~t you’d spit was effortless
yes, she is the definition of the biggest hypocrite that’s ever lived
do you resent me? ’cause all the things you hated happening to you
were the same things you were using against me
i’d open my eyes and you’d focus on mine
the three words you proceeded to say were probably only just lies
i’m over you, that’s a thing i’m sure that i’ve shown
i only miss the sh~t we’re doing in the video stored in my phone
i was sure we had grown
i thought our relationship would’ve been hard to pull out of like the sorcerer’s sword in the stone
you proved that ain’t the case and that performance had shown~
that pathetic attempt at a sob story when we talked on the phone
i’m in this furious [?], but should surely have known after a while
i should’ve expected to see your immaturity show
now you’re gone; i’m pure and remain painless
so here’s a “good luck” to the other million men you’re sure to play games with
so no, i don’t hope you get back with me
’cause i [noticed?] forgot my mates and this music in my moment of clarity
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