lirik lagu lil izak – october
[intro]
“um, levi, um i’m over it, i don’t want to do this anymore… i’m sorry, i don’t want you to k!ll yourself… but please… just leave me alone…”
[verse]
year 2014
back then we were just teens
f-cked me in the backseat
miss you you don’t miss me
hate myself i hurt you
can’t make it without you
all alone in my room
sh-t feels like deja vu
always wondering where you’ve been
not the same ever since then
see you with your new boyfriend
crying been reminiscing
i’m mixing syrup with the sprite
sobbing every single night
not sure how long i can fight
demons take over my life
i’m making music with no purpose
my life is so f-cking worthless
drugs make me so emotionless
consumed by all the loneliness
doing molly wanna die
everyday yeah i’m so high
i feel like sh-t i made you cry
want to commit suicide
snort some c-ke up just for fun
getting drunk i feel so numb
remember when i made you c-m?
screamed so loud hurt my ear drum?
i’m a f-cking h-ll boy
hit up on my dough boy
got a girl from playboy
yeah she know we lonely boys
watched me pull up on the scene
was so dumb was just a teen
ask you to come back i plead
i’m so gone sip on my lean
thought that we would pull through
now i know it’s not true
didn’t want to leave you
now you’re lookin’ so brand new
stuck here in this empty void
feelings i can not avoid
people always try to toy
nothing in life to enjoy
my emotions are at stake
all your love was always fake
all you did was create hate
feelings i’ll never escape
poppin’ oxy’s to feel good
never feeling like i should
cried all night smoked on the wood
in the darkness where i stood
no one cares just like you did
i was bad i will admit
told you sorry you forget
now i’m f-ckin’ random b-tches
[verse]
year 2015
the year when you left me
left me feeling empty
people always envy
everything i did was wrong
but whatever now you’re gone
who cares? it has been so long
dropping you and all these songs
slitting up my f-cking wrist
f-cking on a random b-tch
you can’t save me triple 6
spittin’ bars not spittin’ bricks
put my life up on the line
can’t you see i was so blind
come back please and make it fine
lonely boys ran out of time
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