lirik lagu lil darius – unwanted lifestyle
[intro]
they treat me like they don’t love me and wonder why i’m screaming, “f~ck the world”
they f~cked me over way too many times, i don’t even wanna love a girl (krizon)
[chorus]
i done dropped tears inside the rain
you died, i wouldn’t even cry no more, i ran out of pain
no lie, my life don’t feel the same, i don’t give a f~ck about a thing
if i go out, i’ma go out like i’m tana with a bang
lord knows i’ma bang, woah
i been up for some days, i drown myself in adderall
hate to talk about my problems, i rather rap than answer calls
i really hate i drеamed of this unwanted lifestylе
if i could, i throw this sh~t away right, right now
[verse 1]
i don’t need no help, i ain’t got myself, i don’t trust a f~cking soul
i ain’t have n0body in them long nights when i slept in that cold
wish i could give my life away ’cause i don’t want it no more
l don’t got no help, i’m all alone on this long, dark road
everything i’m going through, i’m going through this sh~t myself
and i’m taking all these drugs for pain, i don’t give a f~ck ’bout health
and never not a day go by that i don’t think ’bout death
all the bros gone anyway, i probably be better there
starting to hate my lifestyle, i just want money, not fame
wish i could trade all my brothers for these diamonds and chains
i wake up covered in tears, i been drowning in pain
i been drowning in pain
[chorus]
i done dropped tears inside the rain
you died, i wouldn’t even cry no more, i ran out of pain
no lie, my life don’t feel the same, i don’t give a f~ck about a thing
if i go out, i’ma go out like i’m tana with a bang
lord knows i’ma bang, woah
i been up for some days, i drown myself in adderall
hate to talk about my problems, i rather rap than answer calls
i really hate i dreamed of this unwanted lifestyle
if i could, i throw this sh~t away right, right now
[verse 2]
i’m a lost boy, i don’t know which way to go
sometimes i sit and talk to god like, “please give me hope, i might drown in my tears, lord, please give me a float”
my brother died ’cause he ain’t have his, so i gotta keep a pole
i hate my enemies, i’ma k!ll them p~ssy boys, so i can’t keep ’em close
see death all in my dreams, pop adderall so it can keep me woke
real cold n~gga like i’m anemic, keep my iron low
magician wit’ this stick, i catch an opp’ and leave his mind blown, leave his mind blown
i put my money up so many times tryna get it right
mama say, “son, make it home, i’m tryin’ hard every night”
i wanna give up everyday, i done fought a hard fight
i feel like ending, ain’t nowhere for me, but this a hard life
[chorus]
i done dropped tears inside the rain
you died, i wouldn’t even cry no more, i ran out of pain
no lie, my life don’t feel the same, i don’t give a f~ck about a thing
if i go out, i’ma go out like i’m tana with a bang
lord knows i’ma bang, woah
i been up for some days, i drown myself in adderall
hate to talk about my problems, i rather rap than answer calls
i really hate i dreamed of this unwanted lifestyle
if i could, i throw this sh~t away right, right now
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