lirik lagu leo goodwin – i’m not seen as cis
[verse 1 ~ leo]
(i’m gonna say it)
f~ck you and your mother
you never got my pr~nouns right
i’ve got anxiety, my evil mind makes me stay up at night
my mother, father, sister, i love you but it’s been godd~mn years
you’ve known me long enough, the past is the past, don’t start your tears
the awful names i’ve been called, the things i’ve seen and felt
your narcissistic fascist complex; if you drank water, you’d melt
my school never let me use ‘regular’ bathrooms
(i need the unis~x key, sir)
my innocence was stolen, and my childhood is a distorted blur…
[chorus ~ leo]
i’m only harsh on myself
cus people think i’m a chick
you think i’m f~cking mental?
you’re just a pr~ck
i’ll never care for your health
i hope you get hit with a brick
“oh hey, you’re that transguy”
i’m never gonna be seen as cis…
[verse 2 ~ leo, _???,_ ~~leo over a voicemail~~]
you make me wanna k!ll myself
but i tell myself “you don’t wanna die like that”
but maybe i do, so f~ck you
_{you’re attitude towards me i’n’ acceptable. just ‘cus you changed your name you expect me to be respectful?}_
~~{yes! don’t you hear me? yes! yes. i want that from you. i want you to respect me. it’s been years, for f~ck sake. for once, i need someone to talk to me without hesitating to say my real name. i could’ve f~cking k!lled someone that night we argued for hours. instead, i ran out to a field. touched some grass and smelt some flowers. you don’t know what i’ve been thro~~}~~
[interlude]
don’t you get it? i don’t want to die!
i say i do, but that’s a lie
fall to the ground, look at the sky
i’m f~cking tired of asking you “why”
all i wanna do is cry…
all i wanna do is cry…
i guess that…this is…goodbye
[chorus ~ leo]
i’m only harsh on myself
cus people think i’m a chick
you think i’m f~cking mental?
you’re just a pr~ck
i’ll never care for your health
i hope you get hit with a brick
“oh hey, you’re that transguy”
i’m never gonna be seen as cis…
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