lirik lagu laxap $ulo – torture of my mind
[verse 1]
wakin’ up 4am with a panic attack
from my nightmares, all i see is black
i can‘t live with my mistakes, gotta take’em back
but the past is past, my life is out of whack
i‘m so f-cking sick and tired of being tired
and my world is dark, i can‘t reach out for the light
you only needed 2 weeks ‘till my mind gon smite
distancing myself from you is my survival fight
drugs alcohol, i’m clean afterall
but my soul ain’t, you can proof it like luminol
thats my fault, i’m stucked in 4 walls
depression stands over it all
this is the consequence for declining your wake up call
am i worth it?
feelin’ low, and your tag confirms it
pity is given, the question is, if you earn it?
man, f-ck it
[hook]
i‘m so done with my life
how much more backstabs can i survive
life
i just wanna die sometimes
life
how much more backstabs can i survive
life
i just wanna die sometimes
[pre-verse]
torture of my mind
torture of my mind
f-cked up every night
my sins got me blind
torture of my mind
torture of my mind
f-cked up every night
tryin’ to survive this fight
(oh god)
show me the paradise
show me the paradise
show me the paradise
show me the paradise
torture of my mind
torture of my mind
f-cked up every night
my sins got me blind
torture of my mind
torture of my mind
f-cked up every night
tryin’ to survive this fight
(oh god)
show me the paradise
show me the paradise
show me the paradise
show me the paradise
[verse 2]
can’t sleep and it’s midnight
too many tjoughts can’t make up my mind
i feel like
i’m walkin’ around blind
cause i’m not aware of them signs
that’s why god don’t answer in hard times
change blindness and you’ll be fine
but sometimes i’m just sick of tryin’
like tryin’ to fit in society
and i’m being controlled by my anxieties
i life a mess
i’m not able to set my priorities
while motherf-ckers backstabbin’ me
is this my price for loyalty?
torture of my mind since 2014
i’m a born sinner, far away from holy
3 am , 4 am
i’m racin’ this race without an aim
and i feel like i’m goin’ insane
i gotta pay pain to gain gain
fake deep gram quote, y’all try’a be fame
no sight of a f-cking change
i’m tryin’ hard not to stay same
cause i can’t answer who the f-ck i am
i’m sick and tired, i can’t continue
you f-cking lied, ‘bout your point of view
can pick both sides there’s only one truth
and it’s deep in the night, i’ll continue without you
[hook]
i‘m so done with my life
how much more backstabs can i survive
life
i just wanna die sometimes
life
how much more backstabs can i survive
life
i just wanna die sometimes
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