lirik lagu last felony – quandary
i still remember when it started
how do we fall asleep?
unanswered, it kept me awake
am i a series of reactions?
a constant domino effect from the big bang
nothing lost
nothing gained
everything changes
or have i been perverting my essence since birth
with every action i regret?
is true self a labyrinthine course towards my metaphoric heart
or rather the whole of my destiny’s design?
or is the whole of myself a quest to balance these states?
therefore, i’d be a quandary
a state of perplexity or doubt
but did an enigma lay dormant until unearthed
or did the question create the state?
crudely said: is it my fault?
if the answer is that there is no answer
and the question will not die, what then?
how do they p-ss through life with (or without) these questions?
if it would, at least, block my reasoning at myself
for if i do not understand my mind
what is it worth trying to figure out the world?
why do i still try?
and finally, i question the very basis of the crisis
is this a lucid state?
and what if it’s all genetic?…
depression p-ssed down, wires shorted out
predisposed to think?
predisposed to be sick?
seems like this is the deepest it goes…
my own body, which i cannot trust
so no reasoning possible
i’m forever blocked at my first step…
and sometimes i’d rather stumble like the blind
the final level of questioning
self-doubt leads to nihilism
no knowledge will ever be gained
but with silence comes questions
unanswered, they keep me awake…
Lirik lagu lainnya:
- lirik lagu caravellus – beyond the skies
- lirik lagu jag panzer – condemned to fight
- lirik lagu a textbook tragedy – if you want blood…
- lirik lagu sutton foster – come the wild, wild weather
- lirik lagu jag panzer – the setting of the sun
- lirik lagu a textbook tragedy – the surgeons at dawn
- lirik lagu sutton foster – i’m beginning to see the light
- lirik lagu caravellus – when the night has fallen
- lirik lagu jag panzer – call to arms
- lirik lagu caravellus – knowledge machine