lirik lagu kxriuki – abscond
[part 1: grief]
i ain’t even got the time to make this sh~t rhyme
my parents got no idea how bad they baby spinning
i haven’t slept in four days, i’m tryna write this tribute
i miss my grandmama man, i really f~cking miss you
ain’t said a word all week, i deal with deeper issues
i don’t know how to show my loved ones love
8 billion people on this planet yet i’m all alone
my only form of expression is buried in these songs
i told myself i’m never going back to therapy
everyday i feel my social sk!lls perishing
it’s not my fault but yet the sh~t just feels so fair to me
i’m used to having nothing ever really go my way
if it was up to me i’d never have to show my face
i’ve never known my place, inside this earthly realm
every ounce of hope is quickly swallowed by the doubt
everyday it’s getting harder tryna fake a smile
so tell your angry ass god he can take me now
who knew these paper cuts could make a n~~~a bleed out
i guess enough of ’em can make the loss start adding up
it’s to the point where 20 years seems like about enough
like i forgot the play by the time that the huddle’s up
[part 2: lost]
lost everything in the summer its still hot
mother nature gave me everything that them pills got
talked to her 3 hours right before man i’m still shocked
by popular demand i came back like i’m jill scott
lost everything in the summer its still hot
finally got everything i want but at what cost
praying everyday that it get better but when it start
lost everything in the~
lost everything in the summer its still hot
david wasn’t sh~t without that solid ass slingshot
got my own problems i been doing my best job
hurt people hurt people wish that i did not
lost everything in the summer its still hot
lost everything in the summer i still dropped
lost everything in the summer who woulda thought
lost everything in the summer
[part 3: abscond]
i’m the best at doing things that i know i shouldn’t
i’m the best at losing things that i never should’ve
i hate these hoes i hate these hoes i hate these f~cking hoes
i hate these hoes, but i’m flattered by the attention though
i been a terrible grandbaby hope that i learned
a chance to see you again, pray to god that i earned
so when i die better scatter the contents of the urn
i’m not afraid of no fire with no body to burn
every word i speak a reasonable cause of concern
but you don’t hear me til i try, and it won’t be the first
but you gon’ miss me when i’m gone and detached from the earth
you think you know me you just see what i put on the surface
you think you know me you just see what i allow you to
you say you know me but always misinterpret my purpose
the conversations in my head gettin really concerning
i wonder what my mom would say if she ever had heard ’em
[part 4: tribute]
[part 5: outro]
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- lirik lagu nic d – prayed for you
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- lirik lagu lou christie – down when it’s up – up when it’s down
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