lirik lagu kwik baztard yitz – applaud
[chorus: alex marie brinkley, (kby)]
help me, i feel so numb
oh what have i become?
oh god, i feel so numb (oh god, i feel i’m so numb)
oh what have i become? (oh what have i become?)
[verse 1]
to fat and to ugly for anyone to ever be able to love me
they listen they say that i’m good and i’m trash there opinions are juggling
afraid to go play to crowd although they say that its lovely
i guess i’ma stop writing all of this sh-t cuz that say they say that i’m nothing
i try to cope by writing but with each song my struggling in doubling
i want to live so sick of dissing and ripping up what i love please
understand i love rapping but i’m afraid if i continue
i will turn to nothing but a clone like ginyu
applaud
the fall
the walls come crashing in
the pressure
the song
the process of making it
my friends they say
i’m to stressed and i need to calm down
but if the done knew the problems that underlie they would all be around
depakote to cope
with this difficlut cut throat
senario and home
i am alone
studio alone
no where to go
lock my bedroom door
i’m better of alone
[chorus: alex marie brinkley, (kby)]
help me, i feel so numb
oh what have i become?
oh god, i feel so numb (oh god, i feel i’m so numb)
oh what have i become? (oh what have i become?)
[verse 2]
god took his soul and burned it beyond return
he sold his soul to get revenge on those that made his life turn
through this thought where his friends have lead him into this pit of hatred and dispair
now this is so unfair
now n-body cares
he doesn’t share his thoughts about life
instead the littletinboy writes
about the way he feel
no one will here him right
his mind has no light
he goes to therapy
but they don’t help
he’s still in h-ll
he fell for the tricks
and hit his head on some bricks
let’s find out what makes this kid tick
he’s all alone through this sh-t
didn’t need the sympathetic sh-t
it’s pathetic
kid is schizophrenic
and super simplistic
he just need love and thats it
hes laughing
and p-ssively aggressively grasping
this life
he’s tapping out
and crashing down
through the pit deeper than ever
he hates his family
and everything
‘cuz it will all leave in the end
but he doesn’t believe a d-mn thing
now he’s constantly just changing
i’m bi-
polar with the switch of emotions yet again
depressed and still stressed
post-traumatic stress in my head
looking for all my friends
none of them understand
when i meet my end
this is what lead me to this point
the feeling of disjoint
when they were annoyed
the problems they deployed
[chorus: alex marie brinkley, (kby)]
help me, i feel so numb
oh what have i become?
oh god, i feel so numb (oh god, i feel i’m so numb)
oh what have i become? (oh what have i become?)
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