lirik lagu king abaddon - suicide souljah
[intro: anais watterson & billie eilish]
you do realize that none of this is real, right?
you’d say you’d stay but then you’d run, ah
[verse 1: king abaddon]
trapped inside this room, i keep on whining like a f~ggot
it’s a million degrees, my brain is melting into past tense
get insecure when she not around, i sit and wait ’til i can see her
i couldn’t k!ll myself, but n~gga, i just don’t wanna be here
i hate everything about myself, still try to disregard it
just bare words cannot explain, i try to keep my chin up
i hate the way my mouth moving, i look f~cking r~t~rded
i hate my f~cking voice, that’s why i pitch my sh~t up
i’m enslaved to my mind and urges
she hurt me, make me feeling worthless
i’m forever scarred, and i sound like a f~g
i can never get closer, i’m certain
no love for a n~gga, i don’t wanna be awake
i don’t wanna have to wait while my feelings turn to hate
inte ett enda ord spelar någon f~cking roll
jag kan fortsätta prata, börja om på noll
and i hate my f~cking skin color, i wish i wasn’t a cracker
i hate the way i look, i f~cking wish that i was tanner
i’ve been everything i criticize and i’ma f~cking hypocrite
died a f~cking hunnid times, it ain’t taken effect, b~tch
[interlude: billie eilish]
the games you played were never fun, mhh
[hook: king abaddon]
suicide souljah, b~tch, i’ll never get closer
f~ck a b~tch, and f~ck a hoe, and f~ck a friend and f~ck sober
suicide souljah, b~tch, i’ll never get closer
f~ck a b~tch, and f~ck a hoe, and f~ck a friend and f~ck sober
i need hash in my lungs, i need guala in my jeans
[verse 2: king abaddon]
i need n~ggas in my streams, i will never trust a b~tch
she get all inside my head and n~ggas think that i mind it
why’d you have to be so cruel? all that sh~t, i’m still reminded
i prayed to the almighty being, i recall
outta nowhere got a feeling i knew how to fix it
i sinned, don’t pray, now it left me, it’s gone
now i feel i ain’t getting answer, oh, have mercy on me, god
when i’m no longer here, god’ll be sure to make it rey
if i died today, y’all would still remember the name
the day i dissappear, god’ll be sure to make it rain
king dirt, suicide souljah, this the end of my reign, n~gga
[outro: billie eilish & king abaddon]
i’m not afraid anymore, what makes you sure (corny ass n~gga)
you’re all i need? forget about it
when you walk out the door and leave me torn
you’re teaching me to live without it
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