lirik lagu kane train – synopsis
[verse 1]
in primary school i was always getting into fights./
i did what i liked. n0body could tell me sh~t. right?/
was obsessed with spider~man. wanted to be a superhero./
my dad taught me confidence even though i was just a weirdo./
but one day that all changed. i was sent away/
on a plane. i thought i’d never see that man’s face again./
now i was in a foreign country and had some major pain/
plus an evil step~dad who would beat my ass every day./
that was about the same time that i was due for high~school./
f~ck me! that sh~t hit my ass like a typhoon!/
what would you do if everybody wanted to fight you?
i must’ve been a horrible c~nt in my past life, dude./
[hook]
every day was a challenge./
every day did more damage/
every day was just another reminder/
of why i do not wanna be on this planet./
[verse 2]
my confidence just decayed. it faded away/
when that p~ssy bully got aerosol and he sprayed/
that sh~t into my left eye. i went blind for three days then a/
bunch of his brother’s goons hopped onto my facebook page./
they attacked me cybernetically ’cause i called the police./
like… are you f~cking dumb? seriously!…/
f~ck you, you stupid beswick c~nts. i will/
stick my d~ck inside of your mum’s bum and tum/
and cum until she gets a f~cking set of smarter sons!/
f~cking wretched, villainous scum!/
f~cking ratbags…/
yo…/
[pause]
every day was a challenge
listen…
[verse 3]
anyway, forget the incident with the spray./
let’s demonstrate why kane changed and was never the same./
fear engraved in his brain. too scared to play with the flames./
even fantasised about having his d~ck chained in a cage!/
a beta male; pale and frail who was living with a /
vegetarian mum who made him grow with a taste for kale./
felt like he belonged on a reject~returns conveyor belt/
plus, he had cerebral palsy. mate, this kid was raised in h~ll!/
i finally finished school so, maybe now i could run back/
to my dad and reverse the effects of being turned into a punchbag./
i got my mum to book that flight and didn’t care if i weren’t in first class/
’cause i knew that maybe soon this pain would be over and i could relax/
but, i was… so wrong. so… so f~cking wrong!
[hook]
every day was a challenge./
every day did more damage/
every day was just another reminder/
of why i do not wanna be on this planet./
alright, look…
[verse 4]
now, i’m back inside of my home country/
with n0body i truly know and it’s so lonely./
alienated from my own family and my dad wasn’t/
the person i thought he was and i’ve actually/
come to see why my mum took me away from him in the first place./
a disgrace of a father figure. this the worst case/
of situations i could’ve possibly got into/
plus, i’m always on drugs. man, my life’s a f~cking pitfall…/
i give up! f~ck this! this sucks!/
rap ain’t ever gunna happen. why the f~ck did i commit bruh?/
if god’s real then he’s probably like hitler; a sick f~ck./
why’s he got me living like this, huh?/
[verse 5]
so this was it, i had f~cking had enough
it was 3.00am and i was depressed and smoking funny stuff./
i took what i thought was just a regular puff/
when i heard a voice that said “over here kid, listen up…/
you’re always complaining. saying this ain’t good enough./
you wanna commit suicide? then man up and do it bruh!”/
then a beam of light shot straight down from the sky/
and revealed a chain to put round my neck it was the perfect size/
i looked up. i was ten feet away from a tree./
that’s when the voice said “don’t worry about your father, lee./
he don’t give a f~ck about you or me./
just know that if you do it, i’m waiting on the other side, g.”/
so there i was, sitting with the chain in my hand./
contemplating suicide for the first real time. d~mn!/
could i do it? could i really up and leave/
and never have to breathe another breath on this piece/
of f~cking rock that’s floating through some sp~ce at some high speeds?/
i figured f~ck it. i ain’t hanging from the tree./
that would be too gory for the members of my family/
but, i ain’t chickening out. i put that sh~t round neck a squeezed!/
~choking sounds~
and squeezed and i just f~cking squeezed!/
~gasp of air~
[outro]
i didn’t do it. i didn’t die that day./
i was losing consciousness when my hand slipped away/
from the chain. i was f~cking going insane;/
hearing voices. i don’t know if it was real to this day./
but, what i do know is that i am still here/
and since that night i always feel weird…/
that’s just sincere. i’m addicted to fear/
something that night, wanted me to disappear/
and it isn’t clear why i’m here in the first place/
this sh~t is weird. what the f~ck is the purpose?…/
~breath of relief~
~sinister laugh~
yo
[hook]
every day was a challenge./
every day did more damage/
every day was just another reminder/
of why i do not wanna be on this planet./
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