lirik lagu jrc – the exchange
there were two parties
and out of two parties there was one
and out of one party there was none
at the time my knack for destruction was wanton
and i thought the ice around my wrist weighed like one ton
i thought that bagging a b-tch would be a fun run,
but come to realize bragging about a b-tch burned like bunsen
yeah, i caught feelings, premonitions about my life after
dancing on the floor, flowing with light laughter
dancing with each other, she sang to me right after
and after that, the aftermath was running home, but rather that
would’ve k!lled to have another bat
i hit homer with this girl now asking for another chance
to prove my truth and sincerity
what more proof than familiarity
do you need to have clarity or motivation for showing me charity
i know you’re a bad b-tch and i might not deserve you
i mean who’s right is it really to try to reserve you
but that night, baby, i felt like i was in skates
i got two weeks to show you that i have what it takes
that i’m a great dude flirting with high stakes
uh
i used to think it wasn’t possible to feel this way
that love at a glance wouldn’t be real on this day
they tell me she f-cked another dude before coming this way
make me question her motives and put me in disarray
disillusion high enough reach the ceiling
was it all an illusion, the thoughts changing my feelings
the idea that she was different was sending me reeling
maybe it was true the next day- no proper greeting
maybe we’re in agreement, no problem, catch me in a different seating
i couldn’t help it, hit her line, asked her for another meeting-
“maybe” she said, but that’s a warning that i wasn’t heeding
her words cut me deep i swear i was bleeding
again, like the next time i was reading and she said she couldn’t go
couldn’t help but wanna scream that i suppose
i realized this girl i loved was just a hoe
but was it love or l-st i couldn’t know
it was the love and trust i just wouldn’t throw
-i need to find out!
come to think all the attention was the reason
she made me feel my heart skip like the season
more like make my heart fall like the season, or walk when i’m freezing
the only thing ashamed wasn’t my heart
told her what i did, i said it was art
making movies and writing books, she looked at the stars
while counting the seconds before she went back afar…
start the second party
eyes scanning wondering if she would show
started drinking letting the liquor flow
started getting drowsy at the thought of her
another beer down wondering if she would know
i was waiting but she was baiting from the yard
a week before half couple, who knew it’d be this hard
my hands shaking my hairs waving lord knows i was scared
going up after my shot doubled, i hadn’t dared
she was there, beautiful as when i first saw her
the actress and dancer she was, no artist could draw her
the vodka getting heavy thought i saw a flying saucer
my mind is protesting my body, but now i couldn’t stall her
she saw me there, and i went to talk to her, wishing that my drunk -ss
was just able to call her
few words exchanged then we parted again, and the next i saw
she was at it again
a different man at her hip, a different beer take a sip-
phones flashing and hoes dancing and there i was asking
myself, what had i done to get me put on the shelf?
maybe i was drowsy, maybe i wasn’t myself
tears started falling, asked my friend for some help
i sat down, nothing but that clear in my system
next i knew she was needing -ssistance
i sat beside her while she slept, and heard about where she came from
and where she was kept
i sat and wondered if this all was worth it
all the energy and time does she even deserve it?
was it love that i felt or did i feel deserted?
would i stay this way, or would i be reverted?
one guy told me that i wasn’t the only one after her
f-ck them, i’m the only one who has to have her
questioning me like i’m the only one who has to answer
for the mutual exchange that we had, who was the dancer?
coming to terms with what i couldn’t find out
was it love or her beauty that i gladly announced
found out it was true, at least to my sound
she was my heart, and she was my cloud
and i was her smooth criminal, and i figured out
that all that before has no deeper meaning
cause deep in my heart i know there’s no deeper feeling
maybe with this girl i figured it out too late
september 29th is when she was leaving…
the day before i said i wanted to be friends with her
told her that i wanted to be casual instead of her
leaving on bad terms before it would end with her
and two weeks was gone before i could get with her
it was like hasta la vista
to a love that was
a prima vista
for a girl that was more than a
fashionista that came with a visa…
her name…
was elisa
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