lirik lagu josef dawoud – i have
(chorus)
i have tried, i have tried, yeah but that didn’t suffice
i have lied, i have lied, yeah i am not the honest type
i have died, i have died, yeah stop telling me i’m alive
i have eyes, i have eyes, yeah i can see but i’m blind
i have time, i have time, yeah that’s me telling me lies
i have rights, i have rights, yeah they’ve been taken from me, why?
i have shined, i have shined, yeah i keep living the darkest life
(verse 1)
i have these evil thoughts inside my head
wondering when i’ll be a corpse on my bed
i’ve been forced and i’ve been wrecked
out~bled my heart’s shred
for me i’m wondering what’s next?
been living in agony and torment
by the evil that can even tore men
a place in my chest is probably getting opened
blood leaves my vein till i’m dead
the only thing they’ll be able to see is red
they could’ve helped but instead they left
until that moment i’ll have no regrets
i’ll keep doing what i think is best
those thoughts are virus that has spread
evil been growing, addend, it’s legacy’s a threat
we die, we can’t get undead, no place to embed
my mind has been overfed by evil bread
no wonder i’ve gone misled by fake friend
first time someone will ever check
on me is when i face my end they will attend
please i need my mind to get back right placed
deal? before i activate anger and hate, get my brain imbed
because i can’t do it by myself, i feel frightened but
(chorus)
i have tried, i have tried, yeah but that didn’t suffice
i have lied, i have lied, yeah i am not the honest type
i have died, i have died, yeah stop telling me i’m alive
i have eyes, i have eyes, yeah i can see that i’m blind
i have time, i have time, yeah that’s me telling me lies
i have rights, i have rights, yeah they’ve been taken from me, why?
i have shined, i have shined, yeah i keep living the darkest life
(verse 2)
these evil thought have turned into voices
they want me to burn the people that i’m close with
i can’t deal with these lethal noises
they make me feel weird about my choices
they force me to question why i wrote and post this
n0body don’t and won’t even notice
what i have to cope with
the most positive thought i own is
to rip out their throats please
the evil ne is requesting to be the host of me i’m not even joking
well the best thing is if me fights me and leave the folks hoping
that i never get hold against my rope see
i can’t fight and strike like obie
my ghost might overthrown me
my brain there is no joy in it. how can i enjoy peace?
i can’t refrain from holding me back, the evil might join me
if he does please unemploy me, avoid and destroy me
leave me in loneliness, give me an annoyed boyish end
leaving me in only stress, panic helps with what i’m devoiding
don’t see me as an open guest, before i add it ( evil me ) to my exploitment
don’t get so overwhelmed over it, for this war i need to be more and evolve my adroitness
the war has begun and if i don’t survive just remember the progress and that i have
(chorus)
i have tried, i have tried, yeah but that didn’t suffice
i have lied, i have lied, yeah i am not the honest type
i have died, i have died, yeah stop telling me i’m alive
i have eyes, i have eyes, yeah i can see but i’m blind
i have time, i have time, yeah that’s me telling me lies
i have rights, i have rights, yeah they’ve been taken from me, why?
i have shined, i have shined, yeah i keep living the darkest life
(verse 3)
this evil thoughts are now in action
one lives by satisfaction and one by dissatisfaction
the evil and good are reacting, both of them are chemically unreactive
evil is living infraction and good is living inaction
roles change while both sides are acting
blacking out living fractions
no one knows who’s committing infractions
one admitting of k!lling an actress
and ripping out a heart of an actor
both sides a part of a k!lling contraption
both sides claiming they’re good, but you can’t be blaming the crowds reaction
a retractional judgment by the court’s lack of understanding
a hundred thousand people of different passion
no one knows what or how to fathom what’s happening
is this just a governmental distraction?
medical transcription can’t even understand it
a two~sides hero with an addicted anti assassin, k!lling fashion
blood’s expanding, everyone’s psychically attracted
to this blood bath, it’s based on madness and sadness
trying to get the good side on the right path with no access
to his mindset it’s fastened, past tense
the evil haven’t left his mind yet, it’s filled with ashes
the upstanding side doesn’t know what happened
he can see flashes but the evil might manage
to take control, they ain’t even speaking the same language
the hole has opened, come on close it before it do any more damage
the evil gains anger and power by people’s lack of compassion
there’s lots of painful and hateful feeling out there that’s active
y¨all have to love each ocher, everyone’s interactive
i can defeat, beat this psychoactive beast by being hyperactive
this thing became bioactive, but i attacked it’s address
about to get it captured now that i have it, i’ma keep captive
it’s paralyzed like all of you now don’t worry about it ( that’s nonsense )
is it the good or the evil that’s talking? i don’t know. i’m wondering who is the captain
at least you know that i
(chorus)
i have tried, i have tried, yeah but that didn’t suffice
i have lied, i have lied, yeah i am not the honest type
i have died, i have died, yeah stop telling me i’m alive
i have eyes, i have eyes, yeah i can see that i’m blind
i have time, i have time, yeah that’s me telling me lies
i have rights, i have rights, yeah they’ve been taken from me, why?
i have shined, i have shined, yeah i keep living the darkest life
i have tried, i have tried, yeah but that didn’t suffice
i have lied, i have lied, yeah i am not the honest type
i have died, i have died, yeah stop telling me i’m alive
i have eyes, i have eyes, yeah i can see that i’m blind
i have time, i have time, yeah that’s me telling me lies
i have rights, i have rights, yeah they’ve been taken from me, why?
i have shined, i have shined, yeah i keep living the darkest life
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