lirik lagu isaac barrow – clean
time to clean my sh-t up
seems it’s taken me longer than normal to realize i’ve f-cked up
wasted time resulting from wasted nights and waist in flight
blowing money just for temporary satisfaction
truth be told it resulted in emotional infractions and lack of cohesion, looking for togetherness without reason, but find a relaxant in not having a faction or a fall to cease in
i stopped writing for months cause it made me hate the idea of me
made me drop people who were important but i treated them like i could pick them up off the street like hookers without fee
i took a break but accelerated through
not to mention isolated myself from the things that reminded me of you
but they follow me. oh they follow me. from number sequences to peer pressure entrenched in trenches hollowed in dug up secrets
i can’t say i fulfilled every promise, or was honest with the directions of my conquest. but it’s a grind not a slow dance, not encouraged by lack of authenticity modeled by a generation left in a blunt induced trance sparked with disloyalty leading to mind treason
i forced myself to fake expression of previous feelings instead of the constant approach of realism
what kind of example am i setting? so i sat back in whatever setting and learned, observational and aware. closed eyes but wary of the stares. i got out of that box and navigated that prism
going off, it feels like a visionary stream of conscious or consequence, but answers not given and rants demon-ridden
i feel like em after recovery, it took time but i’ve discovered me
i feel like my own brother to me, watching over myself in the cloudy mist of my own wintry catastrophe
but it helps me fit in, it helps me blaze through the time, how fitting
it helps my stomach cramps, amplified by the fact that emotions are available not just trapped into food for thought in one sitting
it helps me listen, helps me keep track of where i keep this list in, -ssists who i confide my trust in, even though my demeanor not trusting
but i’ve used it too long as a defense mechanism, too defensive to recognize this life has turned into a wrecked edition
i never should have started if i had known myself i probably wouldn’t have
but unfortunately i’ve become a what i promised i never would be, wood or kindling to the forehead wouldn’t help me see that d5 was good
off topic but i had high hopes, those hopes phased by my own cold self esteem
venting off steam it seems to seem, or streams of a fiend watered down by the muted independent but oh so dependent screams blocking the main stream
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- lirik lagu bradley satchell – destiny
- lirik lagu inumanos – todo errado
- lirik lagu danza invisible – no quiero bailar
- lirik lagu oficial – heartbeat
- lirik lagu grido – come farla su
- lirik lagu mabel matiz – krallar
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- lirik lagu freddie dredd – redrum
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