lirik lagu handsome failure – sobriety (improv studio test)
i’ve been drinkin’ a lot again
losin’ track of who i am
and i’ve smokin’ lots of cigarettes
i light another before i put out
the one that’s in my hand
i find myself overcome with regret
eight years flushed down the drain
wasted on f~ckin’ nothin’
but some ego servicin’
i’m gonna shave my head
and dress for a change
dress to feel different
for once
i’m so bored of myself
i’m losin’ my senses
and i’m not sure
what i’m gonna do
i feel constantly nauseous
is it self loathing or malnourishment
i don’t do nothin’
but dissociate in candlelight
while listenin’ to black metal
alonе
when i should be
working artistically
and cleanin’ thе house up
i stay surrounded
empty bottles and cigarette b~tts
copenhagen wintergreen spit cups
and
food wrappers and bags
food wrappers and bags
i feel so cold
as my substance abuse
once again takes hold
of me
i yearn to feel numb
when i’m alone
and i’m alone a lot more than i ever f~ckin’ wanted to be
god, i don’t know where the f~ck that went
sh~t
bro i just lost all my artistic ability
that’s f~ckin’~ i must’ve
f~ck
fu~ i need another beer
f~ck sh~t
Lirik lagu lainnya:
- lirik lagu jay06 – 3k freestyle
- lirik lagu blxck zone – oxy
- lirik lagu sidney bird – arizona
- lirik lagu nefarius – shogunite
- lirik lagu why8black – knock
- lirik lagu 凛々咲 (ririsya) – 凛々咲 (recollection)
- lirik lagu crazyboy (of exile tribe) – destiny
- lirik lagu judy collins – send in the clowns (2015)
- lirik lagu lizzie weber – trail ridge road
- lirik lagu diamonz in the rough band – bank on me (when you need somebody)