lirik lagu gustav lindstrom – limited freedom
[verse 1]
this mental disease is messing with my daily life
don’t know how much longer i have to sacrifice
my freedom to these half as nice
thoughts…
i have to be brave and wise
so i doesn’t get caught…
again but i still feel trapped and questioning what
i should do instead of acting like a sloth
i feel like i always have to memorize
everything that makes me criticize
myself from all my mistakes and lies
so i’ll end up being scared and paralyzed
[verse 2]
i didn’t expect it to turn out this way
i’m not religious but sometimes i pray
to the god that might be real all night and day
it doesn’t make any difference that he may…
be real or not because he’ll never push you away
from all the good things in life and don’t betray…
you, when you need his help the most, that’s for sure “wait!”
you just said you didn’t even knew if he existed mate
yeah ok, i’m just tryna find the exit and get some peace
in this pain cell that doesn’t allow me to get un~diseased
[verse 3]
i don’t wanna lose it all but
i don’t wanna keep holding on to
something that’s causing me a lot of pain
in this game
would i still be the same
person without all this negativity and shame
would i be more generous and helpful
if i was completely happy and less stressful
i never wanted to throw all this fear and trauma at you
now all these things are stuck on me like a tattoo
when does all this pain end that i’m attached to?
i don’t know
maybe i should stop thinking about it as a taboo
[outro]
sitting in my chair at therapy sessions
tryna find the reasons that’s causing my anxiety and depression
digging and searching for answers
searching the answer to my loneliness
searching the answer to my lack of courage
searching the answer to all my negativity
searching the answer to why i’m always feeling misunderstood
searching the answer to my lack of motivation
searching the answer to my panic attacks
searching the answer to my overthinking 24/7
searching the answer to my restlessness
searching the answer to always being anxious
searching the answer to why i ain’t grateful for what i have
searching the answer to all my mental pain
searching the answer to why my slogan is “nothing is perfect”, when i’m trying to make everything perfect
searching the answer to why i’m always socially awkward
searching the answer to why i never can take it easy and focus
searching the answer to why i always have to make things worse than it really is
searching the answer to my fear of failure
searching the answer to why i’m always struggling to be present
searching the answer to my endless questioning
searching the answer to why i’m always searching for answers
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