lirik lagu gurldoll – buzzing flies
[spoken]
“there is nothing left for me to live for. y’know what i mean?”
i bite my tongue, it’s all a lie
don’t wanna f~cking be alive
i wanna fall out of the sky
probably won’t even say goodbye
i’ll drink myself to f~cking death
or maybe swallow all the rest
of these pills, take these pills
just so i can f~cking feel alive
asking why? what’s the point of even opening my eyes?
every day, all the same, why the f~ck was i born this way?
all the same, every day, it’s like this every f~cking day
i’m using just to numb the pain, i want these thoughts to go away
all these thoughts, it’s gross
haunted by ghosts
i always do the f~cking most
i’m so dramatic, tv static
i can’t hear you, i’m alone
i say the same thing, do the same thing
drink the same thing, every day
this sh~t is stupid, brain polluted
won’t these thoughts just go away?
it’s empty in this heart of mine
it’s full of dust, i cannot cry
my soul just died, my brain is fried
my body’s running out of time
i’m not someone to idolize
this life isn’t a f~cking prize
it’s dark in here, there’s buzzing flies
i think i’m running out of time
i think i’m running out of time
i’m screaming, can you hear my cries?
my heart is beating so off~beat
so help me god, i dare not weep
every day, i’m so defeated
gouge my eyes out, watch me bleeding
get me out my f~cking head
i know i’m gonna wind up dead
i bite my tongue, it’s all a lie
don’t wanna f~cking be alive
i wanna fall out of the sky
probably won’t even say goodbye
i’ll drink myself to f~cking death
or maybe swallow all the rest
of these pills, take these pills
just so i can f~cking feel alive
asking why? what’s the point of even opening my eyes?
every day, all the same, why the f~ck was i born this way?
all the same, every day, it’s like this every f~cking day
i’m using just to numb the pain, i want these thoughts to go away
i want these thoughts to go away
i want these thoughts to go away
i want these thoughts to go away
i want these thoughts to go away
it’s empty in this heart of mine
it’s full of dust, i cannot cry
my soul just died, my brain is fried
my body’s running out of time
i’m not someone to idolize
this life isn’t a f~cking prize
it’s dark in here, there’s buzzing flies
i think i’m running out of time
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