lirik lagu greyhound – suicide note
[hook]:
man i’ve been feeling so alone, this my suicide note that i’ve turned into a poem
and now turned it to a song, yeah said i turned it to a song
and i try to shut these thoughts off all day now
but somehow i just can’t keep the pain out
on the verge of just blowing my brains out, man
[verse 1]:
man this depression is a serious condition, i’m thinking about slitting my wrists until they bleed out
there’s a resistance in me now, feeling like i need to scream out
i need help but i don’t know how to go about asking for it
i been feeling dead inside like a mannequin is
feeling like imma end up in an ambulance dead
i’m attracted to damaged women
i got abandonment issues, hand me a pistol
imma squeeze it, go blam it’s official
cause i don’t feel like living and i’ve made a decision
this is it motherf-cker! i really can’t handle
maybe i’d be better off homeless, if i panhandled
seems like all the time, my plans cancelled
and everything i touch turns to sh-t like tony soprano
the d-mn candle went out, there’s no light at the end of the tunnel
everyday i struggle, but how bout i get under
what’s really bothering me, cause obviously
i don’t wanna talk to n-body about this
but i don’t think i can get better without it
so yes, i’ve been mistreated
i feel like there’s no reason for me to be here, uh
[hook:]
man i’ve been feeling so alone, this my suicide note that i’ve turned into a poem
and now turned it to a song, yup said i turned it to a song
and i try to shut these thoughts off all day now
but somehow i just can’t keep the pain out
on the verge of just blowing my brains out, d-mn
[bridge:]
man this the pain that i’m living in
feeling like i need some cocaine and some cigarettes
yeah, some mary jane, just a little bit
cause i’ve been feeling like i’m deranged, insignificant
[verse 2:]
i hope you don’t miss me, i hope i’m not selfish
but no longer can i take feeling this helpless
my life has been hard i have felt
i feel it’s unfair, the cards i was dealt
so i must pardon myself from this horrible h-ll
we call it reality
man i hope i don’t do no damage to my family, d-mn
i hope you tell my mother i miss her
and i still got love for my sisters
but i don’t got love for myself
open the medicine cabinet, reach for the shelf
i showed my girl love, she went and f-cked another guy
people tend to act that way, sometimes i just wonder why
swear i been f-cked over more than a hundred times
so maybe this earth’d be better if i f-ckin’ died
i got no trust, i always look backwards
growing up, life, i never could grasp it
i tried a few different sports, but was never any good at em
if i’m not good right away, usually i just pull back from
whatever it is, so how could you tell me to live?
uh, i’m going to h-ll for my sins
cause i am just mentally sick
it’s a shame, what goes on in my brain
telling me i can no longer maintain the pain
man life ain’t fair
a waste is all that my time’s been here
my head is full of suicidal thoughts
please do not get close to me, and don’t try to talk
[hook:]
man i’ve been feeling so alone, this my suicide note that i’ve turned into a poem
and now turned it to a song, yup said i turned it to a song
and i try to shut these thoughts off all day now
but somehow i just can’t keep the pain out
on the verge of just blowing my brains out
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