lirik lagu draenen – inside me
[chorus]
never felt so lonely, i
never thought that it would go that far
that the dark inside would own me
pulling me away from my own heart
please don’t touch my sca~a~a~a~ars
promise you won’t touch my scars
cause the beast behind those ba~a~ars
might just tear us both apart
[verse 1]
i’m an open book but i be closing all my chapters
tryna get close to me but i know what your after
closer you get the more i’m runnin’ faster
runnin’ from my fears but i’m causing more disaster
dealing with trauma that haunts me from my past yeah
lost all my sails but now where my masts at?
bruises on my body fadin’ from blue to black yеah
say i’m sore from work because i gotta hidе that
yeah
see? i know i drop the ball
act like i’m chill but fear worse than y’all
tears in the shower as i curl in a ball
fearing all this truth that i’ve locked in my walls
that i’m a good man but made some bad calls
pressured and tricked bringin’ me to a crawl
found i can’t trust in those in need as they call
drowning, self loathing, cheap alcohol
they say the road to h~ll is paved with clean and good intentions
if that’s the case then i don’t want to be good as i mentioned
forced to ruin my life and then fall for it again then
cry myself to sleep at night and wonder when life’s endin’, i…
[chorus]
never felt so lonely, i
never thought that it would go that far
that the dark inside would own me
pulling me away from my own heart
please don’t touch my sca~a~a~a~ars
promise you won’t touch my scars
cause the beast behind those ba~a~ars
might just tear us both apart
[verse 2]
never one to be afraid but scared of my own fear
scared to be forgiven or lettin’ people near
hide in my dishonesty with truth i need to hear
pushing love away because i know the beast that’s here
improving from my past, getting better every year
mind stained with guilt that i beg to disappear
know the good in me isn’t just a veneer
but i lack love for me so i don’t persevere
i
don’t know, so you know i take it slow, poke
i go, flippin’ my own rowboat
high low, spinnin’ like a yo~yo
dry choke, drown in my sorrow
cries flow, want to leave but don’t go
psycho, no longer got logos
silo, grief’s seeds got a bogo
pyro, deny what was sewn growth
spewin’ lies but you know i’m not defendin’
making up stuff i’ve done not for attention
fear you’re gunna leave so i speed up the endin’
making you believe that i am the villain
with all this dishonesty i don’t mean to send in
impulsive self loathing so hard to get repentin’
always super angry with this stuff i pent in
locked in my own jail but don’t center for correction, i
[chorus]
never felt so lonely, i
never thought that it would go that far
that the dark inside would own me
pulling me away from my own heart
please don’t touch my sca~a~a~a~ars
promise you won’t touch my scars
cause the beast behind those ba~a~ars
might just tear us both apart
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- lirik lagu naxowo – alma
- lirik lagu валькирин (valkirin) – brunetka
- lirik lagu kashif – personality
- lirik lagu drew sycamore – tainted love
- lirik lagu zera – zove
- lirik lagu tony! toni! toné! – thinking of you (no intro)
- lirik lagu hunter mcnally – lonely boy
- lirik lagu claudia allmang – no lo hago mal
- lirik lagu s4m1 – this pretty little smile
- lirik lagu dizzyeight – revenge