lirik lagu discover – letters 2 myself
take it back 2012 i was in chicago
me and jacob livin but we really miss our mom tho
one two two times a year
when we got to see her
only for a moment
got me chokin on tears
yellin & they screamin that she doesn’t give a f~ck why you cryin nathan shut up
everything it happens for a reason
summer 2012 we was leavin for the state next to cleveland
nine hour trip but it felt like the weekend
daddy couldn’t take it so he fallin off the deep end
has us worried sick cuz he kept on disappеarin
then he came back & i won’t forgеt
the night on prigg road where he stabbed his own soul
ran out the house
as quick as we could
cryin were cryin
i’ve never cried more
2014 you were mad you were angry
looked into the mirror
couldn’t stand it cuz i hate me
started cutting deep cuz the pain it couldn’t phase you
haven’t felt a smile cuz you livin with the devil
2016 now you’re kissin with the devil
someone that would hurt you more than love you in the future
but you ont give a f~ck
cuz you’re young dumb and stupid
tried to stick it thru but you knew it was useless
2017 bout the time to graduate
daddy iont hate you
i just wish you coulda made it
sorry that my scholarships never went thru
wish i coulda saw you when i got that piece of paper
knew you always thought i’d be ballin out in cali like a laker
taught me how to dribble
how to shoot how to score
how to crash them boards
sorry dad i really wish i coulda gave you more
2019 in your head with these demons
started smokin weed to alleviate feelin
someone lemme overdose i don’t give a f~ck
but you couldn’t do it cuz you got a little brother & you got a single mother
who you love more than life
so you really couldn’t take it
prayin that you make it in the sky
to a god you don’t believe in
shh take a xanax it’ll help you get to sleepin
2020 started an you hate your f~ckin girlfriend
tried to take your pills
cuz you got into an argument
hit you so you pushed her to the floor & she dipped
now your friends worried cuz they told you that she wasn’t good for you
but f~ck it nathan you ain’t ever listen
mentally you’re stuck inside a prison
cuz you trynna find yourself
d~mn you been missin
told your mom to f~ck off
what was you thinkin
start the make the album
and ya daddy call you
tears dripping down on his cheek when we speakin
he ain’t wanna live
cuz his kids aren’t with em
hopin he would die in the night stop breathing
what are you to say
when the world cause pain
promise that you got em it’ll be okay
maybe one day
when the sky’s not gray
no more rain
and the storm goes away
2020 still and you found a pretty girl
found a pretty girl trynna make this thing right
you ont wanna fight
you just want love
she know you got her
she know you got her
nathan be patient
you finna make it
tear down that wall that you built like a mason
the places that you have been chasin
will soon be infront of your eyes & you’ll face em
letters to myself
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