lirik lagu deksz james – omboio freestyle
let me try to put you in my state of mind
put in rhymes, pictures you’ll never find
spitting proof in a world that’s not mine
or of any black man who did time, tryna feed his child on the side
great grandfather murdered right in front of my grandmama eyes
typical sh~t when colonials want the land where you reside
forget what you feel inside put yourself in the setting i
was born and raised in
molded by, caged in, baptized and blessed in
fed lies, then encouraged to find the courage to confess in
this right here runs through my veins
hear my voice, you feel the pain
every g~nius considered insane
when the vision ain’t the same
i don’t follow trends
looked down for not riding the wave
thoughts bout’ ways to get paid
all over my dna
this ain’t the glitter, f~ck the glamour, this ain’t the gold
this that deep sh~t that puts you contemplating the world
and if i don’t share, my reality will just never be told
find it lost in translation with the blood ink pen of white folks
lemme try to put you in my state of mind
put in rhymes, pictures you’ll never find
check how your boy’s still on the grind
almost 2 minutes just going in spitting, it’s my time
child open them eyes, child
f~ck all that political sh~t
so righteous they don’t teach who fought for the freedom of your kids
you expect me to know myself, when i don’t know what home is
out my environment, caged in with kids; survival instincts kick in
ready for war, comfort the fall of all kings
paranoia got me watching the energies n~ggas bring
men die for the littlest things, it gets cold in these streets
i’ll be a fool to think where there’s love there’s no jealousy
the family stay close by to watch the ones closest to me
ain’t nothing beautiful like dying
then coming back to life, and when you open your eyes
your family’s right there by your side
maybe this is paradise, but i feel so alive
church choirs in my head, cause the feelings so right
in the hospital bed, but seeing you makes it fine
mom you don’t have to cry, i hate you seeing me like..
i hate that me laying here will never leave your mind
but i put up a fight, momma i’ll be alright
big sis i’m here in the south
me and cousin eli fell out, over some sh~t like a row
but she flew out to help out, and that made me proud
you know that love’s profound
it really takes losing someone to know you need them around
i heard you’ve been starving yourself, cause of the man in your life
i see no problem in your weight, if you want i’ll make you my wife
i’m only kidding sis but i swear i love you to death
i just wish i loved you as much as i love making this bread
sorry i’ve been mia, you know i’m an antisocial pessimist
my mind’s pleading for help but in a room i’m the most quietest
i’ve become so distant back home they call me a tourist
probably cause i’ve been focused rapping trying to get noticed
trying to be victorious, trying to be notorious
serious rap g~nius, the boy’s like a thesaurus
i rap bout sh~t they like, the sh~t that we grew up with
see i’m not like these kids, i wasn’t raised in the streets
but when you’re privileged, they forget you also bleed
i guess my blessing’s my curse but i forgive the deed
see i know my purpose, i’m guided by my verses
i’ve seen people go through life thinking they dreams are worthless
some stay alive and realize they ain’t lived at the end
that’s why i’m chasing these dreams so i don’t have no regrets
as we grow older we lose more family and friends
that’s why when i show love, it’s really love, that not pretend
sorry i’ve been mia, you know i’m an antisocial pessimist
i should phone back mom but h~lla hoes all on my contact list
i should talk to dad but i’d rather me see psychologists
years pass and i’m running out of time but i don’t insist
why don’t i insist? mean that man raised me right
and that has no price, that man took his time
and i can’t find time to find time for him
crazy sh~t is that i’ve been on this grind for em’
trying to prove that this music things really what it’s worth
so hard on myself, i tell myself off when i take time off
trust issues, i only find comfort in this music stuff
make sure you know just what you’re feeling, cause where there’s hate, there’s love
the more i grow, the more money becomes faded, the more i get frustrated, family gets more complicated
friends more blood related
cause relatives ain’t connected and don’t keep me updated
that’s not how we were educated
but i won’t point fingers, cause i can also call
and i’m not blaming you, no, i really love you bro
but i hate being ‘round fake smiles that wanna see me fall
who deep down are insecure cause they’re dreams way too small, yeah
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