lirik lagu daver the dave – who am i, pt. 2
i know you don’t care, but
who the f~ck am i?
i’m not me, i~i forgot who i was
i changed so much just so i looked better
but i completely forgot that other person
who was so free to do what he wanted
and say what he wanted
and wear what he wanted
and give his opinion with no fear of being judged
do you know how f~cking cool that is?
just being able to go outside and not get stressed about that
that was amazing, i didn’t care about what i did
i didn’t care about other people
and what they would think
i was so free, i was so creative
i did so many cool things
i don’t even know how i came up with that sh~t
like how does someone think like that
to do something like that
crazy, i’m not even making sense right now
i am to myself, ’cause i know exactly what i’m talking about
and who i’m talking about
that other person
i want that other person back
the one who wasn’t quiet even when he wanted to talk
the one who was more brave to do anything i’d ever dreamed of
and i don’t like swearing, but
the one who didn’t wear the same f~cking hoodie every day
just to hide his body that he was ashamed of
and that he didn’t love
and his face that he hated, hide it with a f~cking mask
and the way he talked
and the way he stuttered
and the way he thought
the way other people stood confused
and the way he wished he could shoot a bullet through his head
to remove those memories
to erase the mistakes that embarrass me
the mistakes that make him who he was
the motherf~cker that doesn’t say anything
so he can’t say anything wrong
so he doesn’t wanna blow his head off at the end of the day
where is that little kid that didn’t think about that sh~t?
i want him back, i want that kid back
the life he lived must have been amazing
and here i am being stressed 24/7
about some bullsh~t i forced my feelings to believe
that isn’t even close to being true
but my mind keeps making scenarios
and i don’t even know if i’m me anymore
because i’m lying so much to myself and others
and i hate liars, and i hate myself
and i hate that i lie
and i hate that i didn’t stop lying
and i lied so much to others that i began to believe everything i said myself
and now i’m getting so confused with the truth and what i said
and i know i’m switching topics
but i’m just so mad at myself
i want to change, i know that i’m wrong
i know that, but my head doesn’t even want to start to understand and change
i want to change, change back to that person
that other person that i was talking about
the one that inspires me, the one i would like to meet
and i’m just gonna shut up
the past doesn’t exist
the only thing you’ll ever have is the present
so stop thinking in your head all the time
and appreciate that you have it
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