lirik lagu chrysopoeist – back of my mind
[intro]
life
she the biggest b-tch you’ll ever meet
but your mind
is what will set you up for defeat
ironically
it’s what will also set you free
[chorus]
everyday i am like
(once again, i gotta deal with this sh-t.)
once again, you know i have to fight
(f-ckin’ tired of it.)
and i know nothing else, this is my life
(but i gotta deal with it.)
always worries in the back of my mind
(vile sh-t.)
[verse 1]
stress. depression
the tension got me searchin’ for any outlet to vent
back when i was a kid, used to just put in an album
listen to 50 cent
but nowadays, you know it just ain’t the same
times change. minds change. lives change
the game needs to reflect
the suffering caused by the last generation’s neglect
most people will listen to this, and interpret it as a disrespect
but i mean no disrespect when i say the earth, earth hittin’ a limit
the ones at the very bottom need more, more motivation and spirit
we all need some support
to get through what we livin’
[chorus]
everyday i am like
(once again, i gotta deal with this sh-t.)
once again, you know i have to fight
(f-ckin’ tired of it.)
and i know nothing else, this is my life
(but i gotta deal with it.)
always worries in the back of my mind
(vile sh-t.)
[verse 2]
and even i need support
‘cuz if you wasn’t listening
what good would my music be?
i’d just be trippin’
i’d just be a lonely, angry, narcissist
with god-complex
thinkin’ he is the villain
rather than thinkin’ of this sh-t as an expression
of my anger
through poetry and rhythm
rather than thinkin’ of myself as the sad, sad result
of an oppressive system
but you know what
it’s divine choice, free will
that i choose not to live my life as a victim
and you know what
it’s power bestowed from above
when i work this hard, hard to make the living
still you know what
even though i work hard and i’m poor, poor, poor i still be giving
meanwhile the few who at the top tryna take it all
acting like this a compet-tion
[chorus]
everyday i am like
(once again, i gotta deal with this sh-t.)
once again, you know i have to fight
(f-ckin’ tired of it.)
and i know nothing else, this is my life
(but i gotta deal with it.)
always worries in the back of my mind
[interlude]
the real battle is in your mind
the world outside is just a reflection of what you hold inside
stay true to your heart
and you’ll find the path to the light
[verse 3]
time for a change
time for another game
no more time for the same, old sh-t
no growth sh-t
f-ck it, i’ma go all-in
‘cuz i believe in me, and the sk!lls in which i invested
all my life stressin’
trying to get better than i was before
now, it’s my time to score
now, it’s my time to shine
now, it’s my time to leave my name behind
it’s time to collect the payout for the grind
[final chorus]
everyday i am like
(once again, i’m gonna deal with this sh-t.)
once again, you know i have to fight
(born fighter, b-tch.)
and i know nothing else, this is my life
(i’m gettin’ through the strife.)
always worries in the back of my mind
(that’s how i know that i’m alive.)
chrysopoeist
bentley records
keep fighting
stay real
peace
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