lirik lagu chivalery – empty roads
[verse]
yeah
here i am walking around in my mind
tryna find new rhymes and lines
last couple miles i was tryna find the meaning of life
cus i was living like it wasn’t mine
but i’ve been trying
even if that means cutting down the beat to save time
but every attempt is always a dead end
and the only thing i want dead is my depression
f~ck, couldn’t even get 10 lines in without that mention
but i’m on the tracks to happiness
yet i like to walk the roads of sadness
yeah, pretty tragic right?
i’d just likе to claim that that’s just life
as i keep thinking back to that r.l. stine line
it’s not hard to find, еven though it’s deep in the forest of mine
as i keep walking in the night
cus i’m the light that stays bright
even though that’s when the demons come alive
but i won’t let those f~ckers take me without a fight
relapse was the first steps into this side
even though it was 19.3 miles deep
i’ve been trying to run from my past but it’s hard
especially when it feels like i don’t got blood in my feet
cus i’ve come to be numb to everything
i guess that’s just a sign to show that you’re growing and becoming
and you’re changing within
i’ve changed within but i feel like it’s been a sin
cus my friends no longer feel like kin
my phone barely even rings
so i just keep peeking in
these abandoned buildings that were memories
and relationships that should’ve been stable for centuries
most of them were just treachery
cus they just used me like an accessory
and now i lost trust cus of those
so now i just walk alone down these empty roads
i keep walking but i don’t know where it goes
hopefully one road will take me home
but i’d prolly just continue to roam
and hopefully find a new flow
i ain’t talking rap, but i’m talking a new way to go
cus i’ve been feeling stuck in limbo
cus my mind’s been more scattered than an archipelago
cus if you finally escape h~ll where do you go?
i’d say heaven
but what if lucifer didn’t let him
so what would you do today and then tomorrow?
huh
can you imagine losing your dad
then have a worry that you might be losing your sister?
sh~ts pretty bitter
but life ain’t all just sunshine and glitter
at least that’s what i used think
cus life is what you make of it
i’ve had my dark nights
but that just made the sun shine bright
i want to stop with with these depression raps
but i’ve had times where i don’t know what else to write
these raps and i are tight
i’m just tryna be clear like lucite
if i keep going with it?
will i just turn into a whiny spitter?
cus it’s like i got a “f~ck you” for christmas, my gift is a curse
prolly just gonna keep questioning myself like this till i end up in a he~rs~
i wonder if the answers i’ll ever learn
if i don’t, do i just take the next turn?
and hope it’s not worse
then rap about it in the next verse
but what if there is no next verse?
what if it’s just too late
wrists are covered in red and i need a nurse
yeah
welcome to my mind was a little co~rs~
cus some lines were just the worst
cus that blood i talked about was just a house that got burned
and we were the ones that got scorned
but i still hopped onto the mic and performed
cus i knew i needed to
for my well being i needed to spit that sh~t
now i’m back on top like a flip
d~mn, it’s been a trip
and i’m almost 20 miles into it
i know i have the strength to continue it
but i can’t act like that i don’t peer over them bridges
sh~t
[bridge]
so join me as a walk alone
walking down these empty roads
not having a clue where they go
yeah
[verse]
pretty crazy that i pinpoint where my life changed
recent one is mile marker 18.8
back when i met witt and wwa
i actually talked to tj after that day
and he said one day that’ll be your stage
and that gave me the best reason to change
that gave me the best reason to keep walking
cus my dark nights made my brightest days
and i’ve been feeling happy again
it’s sad to say that my depression stayed the same
cus of nate
what i just said i hate
but the music you listen to can control your mood
i wish him the best but he’s come off my page
i don’t mean to sound rude, i’m just trying be true
cus it’s pracktikal music
so stay true to you
you want life changed?
then change your attitude
that’s what my momma always told me
as long as you stay true to you
at the time i didn’t have a f~cking clue
but i still took it to heart
cus she’s the hardest working person i know
and she can speak some magnitude
and it doesn’t matter that the latitude
if i need help i either go to her or the pews
sh~t, this song is about to conclude
i gotta couple more lines to spit but the ending is soon
so, as long as i pursue
i don’t care how i ever get viewed
if that’s sh~tty, fake, real, or the truth
cus i’m just gonna keep making music that’s true to me
and hopefully it becomes true to you
where my life goes?
man, who knows
i’m just gonna keep walking my empty roads
so put your headphones on cus here we go!
[outro]
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