lirik lagu chaoticcyber – therapy session
[intro]
waking up trapped in my mind
finding a lot of cracks
im twisted im about to lose it
going back to my music to save myself god d~mn
trapped in a dark mind
two alter egos trying to take over
if i wanna escape il need luck
someone hand me a four leaf clover
[chorus]
you probably don’t understand what im talking about
don’t try to find me out filled with doubt
everyone bringing me down trying to boss me around
but im the one who’s crazy enough to put up with it
and it feels tough to admit so i gotta split
i will stay for only a bit but in the end im the one who can truly spit
[verse 1]
you should have seen me during my old days
optimistic phase well that surely pays
but i turned into someone who can spit a dark blaze
i should be dead but i got my ways
diagnosed with being s~d~stic
my mind is cracked like im possesed
what made me into this demon i became
what kind of twisted game am i playing
kind of a shame that i stopped spittin flame
feeling like an outcast im not trying to cry here
a year passed since i stepped onto the frontier a month later i dissapear
everyone looks around and doesn’t see me im trapped in a sphere
do i even have a carrer do i have anything to grasp
can i jump that gap i can’t walk without a map
if i need to scr~p il scr~p i got no chance to save myself
put all my pain in a locked box on my shelf but the lock’s broken
i can hear the clock ticking how much time do i have left
im suprised if some of you are impressed but im nothing but depressed
can you understand? im broken inside can’t take it anymore
will you shut up?!
im sorry the voices won’t shut up
it makes no difference
cause im living in a personal h~ll i made i never believed that this is possible what did i make
im keepin em locked for you sake but i just wanna take a break and go and sit next to the lake
but i can’t escape my personal h~ll
so tell them im back and finnaly out of my sh~ll no one understood me
but i guess we gotta say farewell
im a veteran spend 5 years dealing with this pain without anyone understanding the pain
but after all that i still remain again in this game setting up a new reign
i can’t explain the pain
but the voices are constantly closing in after the track is demolished nothing remains except my lack of a consience
but i try to take a pill but its too jagged to swallow
for the love of god shut up!
[chorus]
trying to get the voices to shut up
they won’t be quiet constantly bringing me down and k!llin me
what can i be? sometimes i even agree that i can’t break free
my true pain is what fuels my music but if i cut off my root how will anything grow
no one wil ever know its all buried down below and people think if i rap slow im trash
well il show you the true pain
[verse 2]
i have no clue how to heal myself but i had enough of these youtubers trying to bring me down
this is a therapy session your in you wouldn’t believe what i can do
its true listen to me now im your therapist but in actuality am i anything to you
say my name on a song and i will make sure you will regret it
call me the knock off mgk but i don’t care give me 0 stars call me an idiot
show me how you can compare me with em put us on a track ima bury em
cause if you think that you can compare them to me you need to see who i am
god d~mn i swam to the shore im back at it again i will slam you into the ground
shut up im trying to tell em my story!
oh im sorry im yelling at the voices that don’t wanna shut up
give me the shovel so i can bury em its about to get scarier
on a track im a monster you cannot beat me your not comparable
im going long overdue but if the voices won’t shut up i need to continue cause the track isn’t yet decimated
cause 8 minutes is the time estimated for this song but most of the times is overestimated
time for the third record you know i got the pain in my heart
but your a part of this but there is no chance to restart like a dropping chart
i have to depart is this the start or the end i cannot see
im in the cell i locked myself but you hold the key i swear you will agree
cause this is record number three k!lled the old me
if you want to find him check the morgue
now im nothing more than an outcast
but as i get on this track throw caution to the wind
im differently designed and aligned me and the track are intertwined
you can’t be great if you don’t grind
im showing people why i resigned im in a bind in the darkness can’t see like im blind
i open my mouth but the words are stuck am i mute? i play music but because of the voices i can’t hear it am i deaf?
im confined here but im inclined to escape
my words are defined combined and refined
don’t take this as a diss but its useful that i declined that collab
when i get on the mic i throw malice and i demolish the track but after that nothing is left
[chorus]
who am i?
what am i?
the voices never shut up
i can’t take it
[verse 3]
im back did anyone miss me
they say making these records can be tricky but im not trippin so i don’t believe it
they ask me if im okay if im happy? do they care or do they just wanna laugh at me?
be quiet and leave me alone!
im not talking to you im yelling at the voices
im tired of hearing it you call this music i call it my therapist
show me an artist you would compare me with put us on a track and ima bury em
give me the shovel to bury em in their own grave but i cannot save this
im trapped in a cave but im there when you need me
but where are you when i need you(shut up)
your gone don’t care
what’s the point of pointing a gun if i can’t aim
what’s the point of having blood when your ice cold
what’s the point of going to school if your an outcast
you cannot get the rest of me
i don’t know if its me or the fear talking
im walking down my road alone
i should have known i wouldn’t sit on the throne and walk all alone
im a lone wolf but i chose it didn’t i
but don’t get it wrong i understand you don’t like the rhymes i supply
but if you diss me i won’t reply
but stand in my way ima wreck you!
im not gonna cry but im not gonna deny the pain
cause if you ain’t gonna listen you probably won’t be hearing this
cause your track ain’t nothing but a miss
i said that im tired of hearing it
but who am i kidding you probably ain’t hearing this
music has raised me more than my parents
in the end i got no one to blame
im the one who i became alone
but like i said i ain’t got no one to blame
no one understands but when i grab the mic i start making a therapy session
no one gets it but im not suprised
[chorus]
you ask me if im okay
if im happy
im not you should understand
i remember the past
but this therapy session is over
[outro]
i don’t wanna be late for my therapy session
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