lirik lagu c4 – quarentine confessions
verse 1:
losing my mind, im going insane
my tears are falling and they’re matching the rain
stress on my chest so i take to the brain
hate going in circles, no pulling my chain
i forgot my own name cuz its covered in shame
standing alone and theres no one to blame
cuz life is a joke yeah life is a game
thought it would get better but sh~ts still the same
i got nothing to lose but so much to gain
so i keep pushing running screaming through all the pain
but the further i go, the slower the pace
at this point in time i might just quit the race
the smiles, the hugs , the kisses are fake
so are the lame expressions on their face
its already too late theyve decided my fate
still hope for one day where theyll see me as great
now youre probably thinking he’s only 18
he can’t be talking bout the things he has seen
hes lying , hes faking , he just wants the green
but n0body knows how the h~ll i have been
interlude:
been bullied and hated , clowned and rejected
all i want now is to just be respected
everithing turned out the way i expected
now im wondering just how that i guessed it
i’m guessing sometimes
life just doesnt work out
but if gets any worse
i might just blow my brains out
verse 2:
lately i haven’t been feeling myself, down and depressed like there’s n0body else
no one hits my phone or asks how i am
so i put on a smile like i don’t give a d~mn
locked in my room not much to say
these walls around me just keep on getting grey
ain’t been gettin much sleep ain’t been gettin much done
nothing about this pandemic is fun
i hate staring at screens like i’ll get a reply
they respond a week later but don’t even try
to understand what i’m really going through
instead they say that it’s not all about you
my hearts been broken too many times
by ex’s and fake friends, i swear it’s a crime
i’m going insane from this isolation
start digging my grave or even cremation
i just want to go back when times were good
cuz now in my feeling i wish that i could
escape this reality and go to a place
that is simply much better than this
i’m tired of staying past 3 in the mornin
overthinking each night is gettin real boring
there’s no socializing unless it’s my family
they’ll push me away honestly i can’t believe
i got nowhere to go can’t walk out the door
can’t go for a jog can’t go to the store
it all makes me think what the h~lls wrong with me
i swear that my life is a stand up comedy
why is everyone happy, why can’t i laugh
the only thing that’s funny is my my own past
quarantine has gotten me feelin alone
i’m at an all time low, yuh
outro:
can’t talk to you so consider this as a letter
maybe talking would be just a bit better
i know that this song is just making me sadder
but you broke me when we weren’t even together
Lirik lagu lainnya:
- lirik lagu dababy – go first
- lirik lagu inlakesh – dwelling place of the radiant mind
- lirik lagu michael jackson – another part of me (radio edit)
- lirik lagu january chameleon – playstation
- lirik lagu necrowretch – evil names
- lirik lagu through the eyes of the dead – teras
- lirik lagu ginette claudette – twisted (no me vale)
- lirik lagu og-link beats – hoe
- lirik lagu wayd battle – coal county war
- lirik lagu andrulas – idk what i’m doing with my life