lirik lagu bryanraps – fooled myself
(verse 1)
some sh~t’s unfolding and i don’t know how to tell you now
i’ve been at it for a while now but something held me down
but i can’t tell you and this has just been p~ssing me off
i wanna scream, i wanna shout but i can’t let it out
so i put it in a song and let you all listen along
ups and downs in my life, i don’t know where to go
seems like i’m stuck and i just don’t know where to go today
or where i’ve been or where i’m at this was the only way
’cause i can’t deal with it but i gotta be speaking vaguely
’cause i wanna let the world know ~ but it can’t take it
i’d dig my own grave if i was saying this out loud
i wanna keep it raw and real ~ but i just can’t
but yet i do ~ and speak to you as clear as day
i wanna die but i can’t do it, wantеd you to stay
’cause somehow you saw all the good and you could motivatе
me to become a better person ~ but i would fail
(bridge)
(verse 2)
that’s just how it turned out, but i cannot be changing this
i’d be talking to god, but still would be an atheist
and i know that i have it really good in life
but i still have issues, that’s just what it’s like
haven’t seen a therapist in 5 years, could’ve needed one
to make better decisions, ah f~ck it it’s done
it’s done i did it and there’s no way to change it now
cannot take back the words that have left my mouth
as much as i wanna take ’em back and apologize
gotd~mnit ~ i would just need one more try
i think i learned from my mistakes, give it a shot
letting this all go to waste, i’d rather not
but it’s not up to me, it’s not my turn to make a move
and after all, i need to learn that it’s the d~mning truth
if we were in touch i’m certain you would make me proud
i think i know how to tell you now
(bridge)
that’s just life and i gotta learn that it can’t always go my way
it is what it is
and i know it’s been a couple years and that you won’t be hearing this
but
i’m sorry
(outro)
i’m trying to get over it but i don’t know if i can do it
pushing myself to my limit just trying to get through it
forgetting it is not an option, neither is apologizing
so i’m just dragging this out in front of your eyes an’
wanted to say “sorry” and i’ve done so a dozen times
i know it’s not enough ~ just know i f~ckin’ tried
i was obsessed with you and i know it was really weird
but it’s a chapter of my life i gotta keep it real
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