lirik lagu blood girl – thinking, always thinking
dont want bandaids or the pills
just an all~inclusive cure
something i can eat for breakfast
that will make me always sure
not doubting everything
about everyone
about something dumb that i should’ve done
maybe thinking less is the cure i want
but its always all that i have become
thinking, always thinking
wished for a switch~off b~tton to my brain
wished for hypnosis
wished for death
always wished more or less
but all i am is what i am not
never happy or good enough
i want the good things
the things i cannot have
what the sickness chose that i should never gеt
f~ck this brain
f~ck f~ckworld but i live here
in this prison of tеrminal illness nightmare
oh im a cliché of myself
but i keep on writing whether you want me to or not
cus its the only thing that i’ve got
its the only thing that i’ve got
will you take what i give even if its pure toxic?
i promised to be better while i kept on cutting
and i kept on isolating myself even tho i knew it hurt you
and i see my mother in the mirror and it f~cks me up
cus im not what i want or what anyone wants
cus im not what i want or what anyone wants
im not what i want or what anyone wants
Lirik lagu lainnya:
- lirik lagu fred small – jaguar
- lirik lagu alex mills & solardo – keep pushing
- lirik lagu capsule – レトロメモリー (retro memory)
- lirik lagu ram miriyala – chitti
- lirik lagu ferbinho & kumiho89 – maladeza
- lirik lagu john cluxe – since you been gone (cry)
- lirik lagu mereba – go(l)d
- lirik lagu ari bradshaw – angel wings (reminiscing)
- lirik lagu semdó – algo
- lirik lagu the academic – kids (don’t end up like me)