lirik lagu aykay – i wonder
[verse]
how could you just leave me like that
how you just disrespect me like that
let’s never disrespect what i meant to you
why you always tryin’ to find something to pick at
something to get mad at, while i’m here tryna to understand you
lately you been actin crazy, i don’t f-ck with that
how could you tell me that you love me just months ago
now you hate me
and you been talking crazy to me
nowadays you only call when you mad at me
for something i tried to fix, tried to heal, and it’s on me
that’s why they say you only get hurt when you care
how you blaming me for caring about you
how you talking like it’s all my fault
nah talk to me nice
or don’t talk to me all
all i ever did is give my all to you
all i ever did is care about you
but from your perspective, you see nothing but bad (nothing but the bad)
they never see the good things only see the bad
you have god by your side but it’s hard do right
lotta people dying issa chance that i might
if i give you my heart it’s a privilege
but i can only give my heart to the realest
i’m smoking weed to help me with the healin
lately i been feeling f-ck feelings
imma get the bag, imma get rich
shoutout to people who doubted me
did this track in one day, to much pain inside of me
lately i been wondering if they even care about me
i don’t trust n0body
they leave you without any explanation
like my old homie from vietnam
or the talka but not maker, from morocco
or my childhood homie, just a fake man
the whole package, a complete one
or those who tried to k!ll me, like a police man
i’m not scared to die anymore, lost the only one who i cared about
i’m sick and tired of being left alone, sick and tired being played out
f-ck it, roll the joint, blockout
dreaming about the top
wonder if they listen when i drop
wonder if i died would you even miss me
wonder if i was dying, would you try to save me
sometimes i wonder how much she cared about me
everyday i battle with all these demons around me
tryin’ satisfy everybody, who’s gonna be there for me
i know i made some mistakes
i tried for you way to many times
nowadays they quick to switch sides
i remember no one by my side
i wonder if anyone truly liked me
i wonder if she still misses me if she got a new me
i regret some sh-t but it was not all on me
if we met in few years from now
would you still love me?
would you still want me?
so much you keep from me
i don’t know what you up to, that’s k!lling me
i wish you just stayed real with me
something to say then just say it to me
i think we all make mistakes, we all awake late at night
thinking what to change if we could do it in another life
can’t keep up, with people changing every night
i need that loyalty i never had
[outro]
you know i got my reasons, i need to go
you know what i’m sayin, i need to go
need to f-ckin go, you know, sh-t
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