lirik lagu anatakk – distant memories
freestyle
i want you to be my everything
i wanna make this a forever thing
i know we’ve been in and out
had some bumps in the road
but i swear
i couldn’t find anyone like you
verse 1:
baby i think about you forever
even when i’m mad at you
i’m still by your side
i work on myself
you work on you
you got your own little things to do
i understand i’m not tryna rush anything
i just want me and you
lost inside my own mind
going in circle i’m tryna stay in line
i’ve been running through the race but i’ve been left behind
holding on to the distant memories
things that made me into a different entity
that was once apart of me
now thats all apart from me
mentally ive changed !@@@@@@@@@@@
i feel happy @@@@@@@
i was sober
for about 8 months
then i let the drugs come back to me
i let the drugs control me
and i regret it
i regret it
when i get high i think bad about my loved ones ~ ohh nooooo
when i get high theirs going to be trust issues ~ im sorry
im sorry im sorry
i know why u dont wanna f~ck with me
and i dont blame u at all
u probably think ima just get high again
verse 2:
u been seeing the same the patterns
said id stop but i relapsed
drug pushing away my loves ones
and i feel so bad
ill stop for a week or two then ill use again
ruined bout a year or two time doesn’t last long
girl im sorry
i will be sober for the rest of my life
i swear i will i will never talk to you until im clean
and i mean that from the bottom of my heart
cause i dont wanna go thru this sh~t again
how it take this long for realtiy to hit me
paranoia flodding my mind there is no room to think
then comes the anxiety im jumping to conclusionsssssss
how it take this long to hit me
the drugs ruined us
the drugs ruined us
the real me gonna put up a fight with it
i swear one day ill be clean
i hate when im high and i can’t control my my mind
explosion of hurt inside my chest, to fight it off i’ve tried my best
not too sure how much fight is left
all the gripes ive kept, inside has swept me
my life’s a mess but i stride my best
can’t lose this grip but it’s loosening
highs and lows with moods i’m in
i don’t know when i started losing it
but i’m digging deep for the root of it
found the problem was abusing it
and i will never use again
i will never come back
and ill never use again
i will be sober for the rest of my life
girl i luv you <<<<<<<<<<<<<333333
Lirik lagu lainnya:
- lirik lagu the blarney lads – i’ll tell me ma
- lirik lagu gabe lee – babylon
- lirik lagu cippy – cowboy
- lirik lagu muddy summers and the dirty field whores – mother’s call
- lirik lagu sérgio godinho – artesanato
- lirik lagu the donner party – lost in hoboken
- lirik lagu syw kazz – fight!
- lirik lagu disconnected souls – shatter
- lirik lagu аффинаж (affinage band) – хостел (hostel)
- lirik lagu kara’s walk home – goodbye, to this, and that, and you, and my baseball glove