lirik lagu amongst wolves – i am anxious
i am anxious. it started when i was 15. overnight, the world became so unbelievably scary. i couldn’t figure
out why ~ why i felt so out of control. i couldn’t get myself to school anymore, i couldn’t eat, i couldn’t even
think properly. every second of the day that i was awake i was constantly feeling like i’d be sick, constantly
thinking of ways to escape the thoughts in my mind ~ escape the situations and just escape myself
it felt like there was this huge brick wall in front of me and because of it i was stuck in this place of fear and
hopеlessness. i was despеrate for it to just fall down so i can get past it to find myself again, and i saw that
the only way for that to happen was to fight for each individual brick to fall
but i’m not strong enough for that. i am not and will never be ashamed to say that i was too weak and too
lost to ever get myself out of that situation
but you see, i believe in a god who is far more powerful than me or any of my fears. and i believe in a god
that allows me to cry out to him and ask him for help, because he absolutely loves every single one of us
so that’s what i did. i wish i could tell you that suddenly all my fears disappeared, but it hasn’t been like
that. i still can struggle with my anxiety today. but every single day i can choose to step out in faith and trust
that god has got me, that he won’t ever leave me to fight my fears alone, and that he wants to fill me with
his beautiful peace. since that day that i asked god to help, he’s shown me that he is so faithful. i may not
be free of all my fears, but those bricks are tumbling down, and with the ones that are left god is using in
ways that i could never have imagined
maybe you also feel like you’ve got some sort of brick wall up in front of you right now, where you just can’t
seem to get past it and all you see around you is darkness and utter hopelessness. please don’t give up
hope. cry out to god. he hears you. he loves you. he wants to come alongside you and help you fight
god doesn’t want you to be alone in darkness, so much so that the bible says that god himself became
one of us as a man called jesus. and while he lived a blameless life, he paid for all of our mistakes in his
death. but he didn’t stay dead, he rose back to life, declaring that our mistakes and all of our fears don’t
have power over us anymore. all you have to do is put your trust in jesus, and when all this ends, there will
be no more pain and no more fear, and we will be with him in perfection. but also right now, he says he will
be with you. he wants to give you life and life to the full. so please choose life. come to him. choose to
live
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