lirik lagu already a thief – tug of war
[verse 1: already a thief]
man…
i never thought it’d be this hard
to say whats on my mind
they say that love is blind
and it sucks that i can’t see
every time she’s hurting me
keep going back to her
acting like it doesn’t hurt
slit my wrists one more time
f-ck it hurts i hate my life
i hide my feelings for my pride
with her i refuse to cry
when i go home i ball my eyes and
i won’t lie it really hurts
love’s a game i never win if she’s upset i’m sorry then
if i’m upset i’m wrong again the next day it is on again
and it’s my fault this time again if i’m upset well f-ck it then
the one thing i can say is
“d-mn, why do i put myself through this
it’s bull sh-t is what it is”
i love the sh-t so no i will not ever quit. d-mn
this game i play, every day, it’s gotta stop
but that one thing i won’t ever say
“you’re hurting me you know that right?”
i’m just gonna keep that to myself tonight cuz it’s just not worth the fight
[verse 2: already a thief]
you only apologized cuz i told you to
i only feel good when i’m holding you
so what are you supposed to do?
nothing, just don’t talk to me
what you say is negative to me no matter what it means
cuz i take the sh-t offensively extensively
i’m so sorry emily
i know you are defending me
but god just won’t be cleansing me of my sh-tty memories
up in my head it’s messing me
up i don’t know what to do
f-ck i don’t know what to do i better not be losing you…
it sucks so much that everything i touch just breaks down
and falls straight down to the ground now matter how it may sound just hit me in the face now with mace now cuz i will like the pain, wow!
but d-mn it burns so good it hurts like it should not much worse than it hurts when you curse at me
[verse 3: already a thief]
clap to the pain
laugh at the irony
i may be insane, but say that to the gun i’m firing
talk behind my back quietly, what is going on in this society?
i can’t take this anxiety…
this rivalry inside of me is driving me to insanity i’m spiraling out of control i’m losing it
i can’t take this sh-t, i love this chick she means the world to me i promise she’s the girl for me i bought this girl a promise ring cuz i swear to god i’m promising to love her
and care for her
but how do i do that if all i do is break her?
i suck i know i do
i’m stuck on what to do
we cuddle, you push me off of you
we hug, then i go away from you
we text, its good what next?
we crash, hit the ground now i’m at an all time low
jon bellion can’t even get to me
so next time you want to talk sh-t to me
just think of where you’re hitting me
cuz right now i’m pretty weak
[verse 4: already a thief]
i’ve held it in for quite some time
it is eating me alive
everything that is inside i no longer wanna hide. d-mn
all i do is whine and cry
i no longer wanna try but i know i’m gonna try
so that i can stay alive
cuz i know that i will die without you being in my life
i don’t wanna see you cry
if only you could feel my pain
i don’t wanna fight again
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your man… d-mn…
i love you
you’re everything to me
i can’t bare to see you leave
i don’t think i can survive without you
who the f-ck am i crying out to?
no one can hear me
all i have is a microphone and still i’m tearing
maybe you should think twice about dating a guy with tattoos and earrings
but regardless of my appearance…
i still have feelings and i still am fearing losing the one person i’m dearing
i wanna be with you forever that’s the one and only clear thing i’m here now and i will never be disappearing
you’re the other piece of me without you i am not complete
so please just be with me and never leave
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