lirik lagu akira – throughitall
first day of elementary school and i don’t see anyone that looks like me
little blonde boys and little blonde girls look at me, confusion’s the only degree
only asian kid in the whole first grade, i’m only half but what difference does it make
hair, still different, eyes, still different, skin, still different, race, still different, and
different, is not something that you wanna be
when you’re six years old and you have no friends
they don’t understand, n0body understands
things kinda suck, just get through
august, september, october, november
december, now i’m half way, still don’t wanna go every single day, no
gonna, have to take me
kicking and screaming, kicking and screaming
why do i have to, why do i have to
what is the meaning, what is the meaning
things got better by the time second grade rolled around
i had a few friends didn’t get so down
but still some people were racist, they laugh behind my back, grins on their faces
f~ck those mother f~cking kids, stupid lil freaks
stretching their eyes, bucking their t~~th
i’d play along just try to be cool, acting like some little white boy’s fool
that sh~t, buried it deep, led to some issues that still f~ck with me
first, anxiety, then there’s depression, manifest aggression, aimed at myself
fifth grade’s over, they moved me up, to middle school and people still suck
starting some therapy, hope it can help, hope i don’t put my head in my own belt
whole mess of issues i need to untangle anxiety runs me i can’t keep it wrangled
eighth grade graduate on to high school, hope i can turn it around
very dark day, having suicidal thoughts, i’m not
ready, i will, never change, i just, want to, rearrange
dad is always sick, bad heart i inherit
don’t even think about that, f~ck an anxiety attack
breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out
breathe in, breath out, breathe in, breathe out
seven years later, 2021, how am i doing, i’m really doing fine
i still got some problems i can’t really solve
but you cannot fix everything just gain resolve
still got anxiety, but i can manage
shout out my therapist, help sort the damage
n0body’s happy all twenty~four~seven just try to appreciate all that you have
it’s good to be different at least you’re not lame, people get jealous express it as hate
find real friends that will not f~ck you over, don’t act like someone else don’t be a poser
everything i went through made me who i am, people don’t like me i don’t give a d~mn
they’re missing out that’s not on me, they’re just lame that’s not on me
when i look back, it wasn’t really too bad, had to work through some sh~t
but, it made me stronger, sit back, and watch me prosper
made it through it all
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