lirik lagu akeldama – shadow of an entity
pain
is at the forefront of my mind
for but a simple moment’s time
although it seems to last forever
it will fade away with the wash of madness that fast approaches
my only fear is this:
without the pain
what will
i become?
what will i become?
this instance of pain is my one and only memory
what brought me here to this moment in my history?
i know something happened
it’s something immense
strong enough to erase the pages of my life’s story
when did i make the choices the led me here?
where did i take the wrong turn?
everything is wrong
i can feel it
i have become a miserable wretch
i’m left in a spiral of contempt
i hate what i’ve become
so i reach out to others, compelled to find comp-ssion
only receiving just a p-ssing glance in judgement
this world around me; a mirror of my wretchedness
yet there’s one struggling glimmer of a thought
from within the deepest blackness
it claws at the edges of my sanity
refusing to be sucked into oblivion
within this vacuum in my mind
this tiny thought spins a tale of hope; a seed of possibility
i know it must be false but i can’t relinquish it
it’s giving me a sense that there’s a purpose to this madness
it tells me:
“there is someone out there waiting for you to change everything”
an unrelenting notion that i must fight through this seemingly hopeless reality”
but is it just the needles and the gl-ss
a catalyst for full blown insanity?
is this world a perpetual winter night
or will the sun one day rise on a precious summer solstice?
this hope is a plague on me
one last strand to hold onto
in the center of my being
i just want to let go of this thing
release me from this reality
unbind me
the fabric of my sanity is
unwinding
fragments of a prior existence
float freely in the limbo of my consciousness
not a single one contains substance
just a ripple on the surface of a memory
everything has been shattered to pieces
separated by a void that i cannot comprehend
this purgatory is a fate worse than death
i exist as the shadow of an ent-ty
the void has come to coalesce
ruling over everything i am
that which is missing has left such an emptiness
that my existence has been rendered purely meaningless
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