lirik lagu zavage - god tested me. i failed
[mordecai & rigby]
“in the name of all that is holy, don’t connect the red wire to the blue wire?”
[intro]
“yeah, it’s been a minute, long overdue but, just trynna show yall where i been at to get where im going, uh”
[verse 1]:
i used to get this feeling when i would pray
open my eyes and think i’m just talking to the ceiling
i told myself all my life “don’t grow up zay, don’t ever get older”
and ever since graduating i just feel like i’m failing and just growing colder uh
maybe i should go up the street prolly try and rap for the pеople
stay up all week just writing and people just see mе see through
please don’t ask me what’s wrong your guess is a good as mine
i jus know somewhere i crossed a line and i can’t come back this time
i’m just afraid, i’m just ashamed, i got some sh~t burning deep in my veins
i feel so guilty, i live so filthy, i try so hard just to cope with the pain
i thought maybe god was trynn test me, if i do better i’ll get my blessings
so i just trust for a while waiting and watch everyone and they successes
photographers don’t take selfies in fear of that look in the mirror
that’s why i shot myself on the cover art sh~t thinking bout it make me tear up
and i came back to the woods nick gave me a backwood to hold
but ain’t a j i can roll that can save my soul
and my momma heard my last nerve, i got some demons
need to beat em before i’m famous
ain’t told her i think that i need em cuz thats what gives me what i’m saying
it’s a dark side of me, like the moon in the night time
and even though i’m ya son i’m not just a star in my mind
i want the galaxy in hands, i want the world to burn in my arms
and i wanna k!ll everything and k!ll everyone that so much as looked at me wrong , uh
i actually know a few rappers, couple singles no album
lowkey remind me of me but they can’t do it like i do
and they can’t take it where i’m gone take it
they can’t say they way i’m gone say it
my enemies don’t even know they my enemies i’m at a point where the worlds too big for me
the life i want just ain’t it for me, and all my big dreams ain’t meant for me
and i’m stressed bout one big mystery try so hard not to let sh~t get to me
and my temper just might get my n~ggas caught up
off no street sh~t but i mean it, almost spent my mixtape money on guns
i got so many theories and suspicions, i know some n~ggas that’s really just b~tches
i try so hard just live out my life and just be a real n~gga and not a statistic
please don’t make him buy a chopper, make yo momma talk to doctors
operating trynna save him, don’t make her waste all her paper
sh~t, they’ll just come finish you later
raised in the church but the heart of a thug
way that she sock it i call her the plug
no back up plans got no other option
so i just gone back up the sh~t that i’m talking
~ gunshot ~
[beat switch]
[verse 2]
don’t tell me you’ll pray for me
i’m jumping off edge so just watch what you say to me
ain’t no n~gga spray for me
and i ain’t no k!ller but that’s just the rage in me
i know avery say that he want what’s best for me
he so predictable i got telepathy
i could give a f~ck bout people’s opinions
i spent too much of my time worried bout money and b~tches and ~
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