lirik lagu zachary ducharme - its my life
it’s f-cked up,waking up in the middle of the night. sitting and crying about your life.i was sent away cuz of my way of acting.i’m falling all the way.i wanna break away from the day that made me fade away.anyway to this day,it’s too late to make a change.my mom’s got no change.daddy,can’t you send any money for me britney and mommy.you’ve got plenty while i’m lying in my bed crying and lying instead about the text i sent and said every thing was fine because i didn’t want to deny that all i want is for me to be in your dreams. instead, your in your bed having s-x with your wiffy.her name is kimberley hickey and she hates me.she said that if i came back she wouldn’t believe it and leave with the kids.i just dont want to make you cry or you to justify why you can’t bring me back home .im alone and i have to live on my own in this lonesome dumb f-cked up life. behind my eyes,theres a line thats rhymes with evry thing you said to me.you said you didn’t want to talk about it.f-ck it ,i hate it.i’ll even quit weed for you daddy,if thats what you want to see in me,i’ll make it happen.i’ll mark it and change it.i want to sleep on it.i’d like to see a spark in my eyes too.it’s hard but i can’t even live im just a kid b-tch but i miss yoi. i’m sent in this desert and mysery land.can you understand that my eyes full of lies are a thousand miles away from the only way of me being happy in this city,maniwaki.no you can’t.but if only you could see it daddy but i’m sorry thats now i wanted it to be.i’m in a sea of sleepy’ness b-tch you made me like this .now don’t try and hide that me beeing here will make my mommy happy .i know she’s already happy with her little baby zachary finaly in her arms.she waited so long for this time.shes not wrong when she told me thatt she wanyed the best for me.shes not gonna arrest me for me wanting to leave.i can’t believe it. i’m taking aleves pills just to heal my pain i can gain with one plain memory.i was exactly on extasy cuz i wanted to escape from this tape. it’s been made up in mind since the day my mind blew up .can you keep daddy?no you can’t. it’s insane.do you hear me. believe me
it’s raining in my mind.i’m lame but i gotta gain somme other memories behind my past if you don’t mind.if you do,kiss my -ss! my life already stars with a dark spark of ready to be sh-tty baby for eternity.just a druggy plus a messy zachary.like if i’d like to be a second shady.weed is already my need at fifteen . it keeps me away from days of misery.,what would you of told me daddy if my mommy did actually commit suicide.you would of told me that my mommy was a junky druggy who did ‘cid pregnant of her baby.im just a kid,why are you telling me this sh-t like you want to diss her you think shes a b-tch. mind your own business and keep in mind that you slept with her and you just spit a f-cking image of her like shes a m-th-r f-cker.but im her son .does that make me any better?.maybe she cheated on you while with you just before actualy being pregnant from you.maybe i’m not her son.but you did f-ck too with another women.maybe i not your f-cking sun either..i want to take this gun to take me to a place where i can race and see your face .in this place theres no hate this is maybe where i belong..i was raised to be like a suit case and rest and take sh-t from everybody dont be sorry daddy,im sorry. ive put u thrue somme true bullsh-t.you quit having me.were you to lazy to take care of me?i stare at this open flare and dont care no more cuz i ain’t getting no more help.even tho i needed some fast. i want to erase so fast this last past that made me crash on the ground.im just a clown now. walking around in the middle of the night with my spot light checking on my futur high life with these two m-39 plants i planted to get me what i wanted
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