lirik lagu yvng pablo - numb
verse 1:
honestly most of the time i spend alone
i wonder what woulda happened
if i never met you like what if i stayed home
that night of the bonfire in early october or whatever, and i never got close to you, i think that would have been better
and i’m not trying to sound bitter, i’m just feeling really guilty because deep down i know that you don’t know the real me
you don’t know the dark side, even though i’m a good guy, good guys don’t give into or think to try some of the sh-t i tried
i ain’t proud of myself, a matter of fact wish i was dead
wish i was stabbed or beaten to death
burned alive then pumped full of lead
honestly, you one of few reasons i even get outta bed
but since you been gone there’s been a mess in my head
verse 2:
it’s hard to live life when you have nothing to live for
i’m tired of depression i don’t wanna live anymore
i have a bad reputation so they bully me in school
i ain’t never been on a sports team i ain’t never been cool
ima lover, not a fighter why you pushing me around
they punch me in the face and they knock me to the ground
n0body does sh-t cuz n0body ever cares
i would stand up for myself but i’m honestly scared
i can’t bundle this inside i’m not mentally prepared
i love my family man but i swear i hate myself
will they miss me when i’m gone or will they laugh like everyone else
i wonder what its like to be normal and have friends
i’m crying on my knees god i want this all to end
just another rap victim and i’m better off dead
i wish i had a gun so i can put it to my head
they told me i should k!ll myself so i just might
i cry myself to sleep i might end my life tonight
always sit alone at lunch cuz n0body talks to me
i’m the last to walk in cl-ss and in the first one to leave
do you think they’ll look for me or not care when i’m missing
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